| Can’t even eat, can’t even sleep
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| Can’t even find a friend that I can keep
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| Can’t even know I’ll get better
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| Cause I’m sick and tired my body is broken and weak
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| They say I’m okay, they call it phase
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| They say I’ll soon come to see my better days
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| My better days are all in the past
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| The day that I want is only my last
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| Everyday I wake up same old shit
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| Same life, same thoughts, same all black fit
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| Hate that I feel like this, man I need a wish
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| It would be when I die to be missed
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| Everything I do just feels so wrong
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| These 17 years been way too long
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| Honestly would of been dead if I never found life in the sound when I’m making
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| these songs
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| Sorry at times I’m just way like too honest
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| And don’t filter out what I say
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| Sorry I lie when I’m not feelin' good
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| You say how you been I say okay
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| Sorry I get out of hand and I tell you to leave
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| When I want you to stay
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| I know you want me to be happy
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| I really don’t think it’s in my DNA
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| I want the best for me too
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| You think I wanna be sad and I wanna be blue
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| I wanna work on myself
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| I wanna start being me and stop looking at you
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| I wanna do something right, when you’re in the dark
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| I wanna help be your light
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| When you’re not okay I just want you to know it’ll end
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| And everything’s gonna be right
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| The bottle is empty ain’t more pills
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| So much pain I’m bouta feel
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| I need a drug that’ll take my emotion away
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| And just make it not feel like its real
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| I need a feeling to stay that’ll make all my time on this earth feel like its
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| worth
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| My only curse, that is my birth, how do I feel?
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| I’m only worse
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| Everyday I wake up same old shit
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| Same life, same thoughts, same all black fit
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| Hate that I feel like this, man I need a wish
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| It would be when I die to be missed
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| Everything I do just feels so wrong
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| These 17 years been way too long
|
| Honestly would of been dead if I never found life in the sound when I’m making
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| these songs
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| Sorry at times I’m just way like too honest
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| And don’t filter out what I say
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| Sorry I lie when I’m not feelin' good you say how you been I say okay
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| Sorry I get out of hand
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| And I tell you to leave when I want you to stay
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| I know you want me to be happy
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| I really don’t think it’s in my DNA |