Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song XVIII. , by - unknxwn.. Release date: 27.05.2018
Age restrictions: 18+
Song language: English
XVIII. |
| Time is passing and it seems that my depression is the only thing progressing |
| Guess I haven’t learned my lesson |
| I just turned 18 and I can’t help but fucking think my life is gonna flop |
| harder than me when I hit the water |
| Don’t bother tryna be my fucking friend, it’ll end |
| Happiness is always fucking borderline pretend |
| Cause I just see the bad in everything, I’ll never make amends |
| I wake up and hate life then go to sleep and wake again |
| Fuck this, what kind of fucking girl would wanna cuff this? |
| Tough shit, I’ll guess I’ll find happiness in nothing |
| You tell me «I love you» and I feel like that you’re bluffing |
| Feel like I’ve tried everything just to feel something |
| But nothing works and everything hurts |
| You had all of this potential, I should of been dead first |
| If we could trade spots, I’d jump straight into the dirt |
| You were worth way more and I know that shit for sure |
| Breaking down more frequent |
| Life is just a sequence of events of shit we don’t vent because of secrets |
| I’m tired of keeping it, so this is mine |
| I’m afraid I’ll die with the regret of wasting time |
| I’m afraid I’ll die alone and never be remembered |
| I’m afraid if Hell is real, I’ll be used as tinder |
| But if not I’ll just rot fucking 6 feet deep |
| I wish I was dead and I’m only 18 |
| I couldn’t be happy if you made me |
| You could never stay around me long enough to save me |
| Nothing that you do could ever phase me |
| I expect the worse in everything so you can’t break me |
| I been slippin' back into habits |
| How could I show love to you when I don’t even have it |
| Still in pain, I’m just better when I mask it |
| Tired of my bed, I’ll feel better in a casket |