| I tried to trust, tried to love, all for us
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| It ain’t work, now I’m hurt and I hate that hoe
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| Heart turned to dust, had enough
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| Got crushed, used to care about it all now I can’t no more
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| I got a rush from the words not heard
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| Now I’m worse, goddamn this can’t be so
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| But I guess it must, now I can’t cope
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| If you hold me close, don’t let me go
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| I don’t wanna bond just to break
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| Let me know what you think
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| Why the fuck would you lead me on?
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| I don’t wanna shine just to fade
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| Now my minds in a maze
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| You don’t ever fucking treat me good
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| How I fall in love just to hate
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| On the one that I think
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| Was the one that would keep me warm
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| I don’t like pills but I need me one
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| Don’t like how I feel when I see me gone
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| Sadness addict, fell the weight of the planet
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| Fucking erratic, don’t know how I manage
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| I seem okay when we get face to face
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| But behind all the skin, I have honestly had it
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| One day I’m just gonna lose it
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| Don’t know what the fuck I been doing
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| All my life I been wasting my time
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| You don’t know who I am and neither do I
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| I don’t wanna bond just to break
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| Let me know what you think
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| Why the fuck would you lead me on?
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| I don’t wanna shine just to fade
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| Now my minds in a maze
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| You don’t ever fucking treat me good
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| How I fall in love just to hate
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| On the one that I think
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| Was the one that would keep me warm
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| I don’t like pills but I need me one
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| Don’t like how I feel when I see me gone
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| (Weepings)
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| Fighting every night
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| Hate the silence so I write out
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| All of these songs everyday
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| My own headspace is a maze
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| I think I’m falling out of
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| Love, it was good while it lasted
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| Tilt back the bottle, get blasted
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| You was fake, made outta plastic
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| Eating through my heart like acid
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| But I don’t know what I’d do without you
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| The world is so dark but you lighten my hue
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| Ain’t nobody gonna press up on me the way that you do
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| Seeing right thru that
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| Show me just a sign
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| A single pleading line
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| So I don’t turn my back on you
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| Fucked in the head I might repeat the cycle like
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| Walk home alone with a bottle I trifle like
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| Ain’t feeling well you should check on my vitals write
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| Thoughts from the past, they got me suicidal, white
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| Walk in the snowfall
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| After the leaves fall down
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| I cannot recall
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| My life a freefall now
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| Decline all these calls
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| Walking down these halls, frown
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| I’m not at peace, brawl, my head is leaking out |