| Tryna find my way back home
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| Searching but I don’t feel close
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| I don’t know what way to go
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| Please don’t leave me All alone
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| Tryna find my way back home
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| Searching but I don’t feel close
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| I don’t know what way to go
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| Please don’t leave me All alone
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| Had to be a grown up before I was even grown
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| Had to find maturity and learn to be alone
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| Had to leave the people who would bring me to a party when I didn’t wanna go…
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| Sorry but I’m pushing you away
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| Cuz your standing pretty close
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| When I was a little kid I always kept my chin up to the bullies that were
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| hurting me the most
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| Felt like I was never getting hope
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| Then I moved to «Rosthern» and found a better home!
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| Reminiscing
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| Looking at my class pictures
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| Hate it when the past hits me
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| I remember Sean was in the passenger
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| We just took a drive
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| Talked about what’s happenin
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| Man I miss the times where I could laugh with em
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| I remember askin what were gonna do when we graduate
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| I should really hit up all the people I call family
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| Maybe I could take a drive and visit with em
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| Life is getting busy but I really gotta take a minute…
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| I have good intentions
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| I won’t ever talk about depression
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| That’s a topic I don’t wanna mess with
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| Ok I’ll be real with you
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| I don’t think I’m anything to what you are expecting
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| Maybe I’m a nice guy
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| Ya sure But I don’t want you thinkin that I’m more then what I am because I
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| might hide
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| Yesterday I cried
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| Everyday I’m tackling the doubt that is building up in my mind
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| I’m tryna find!
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| Tryna find my way back home. |
| (Way back home)
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| Searching but I don’t feel close. |
| (Don't feel close)
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| I don’t know what way to go. |
| (Way to go)
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| Please don’t leave me All alone
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| Tryna find my way back home. |
| (Way back home)
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| Searching but I don’t feel close. |
| (Don't feel close)
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| I don’t know what way to go. |
| (Way to go)
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| Please don’t leave me All alone
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| Sitting in the classroom
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| Writing out a rap
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| Looking at my peers
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| And I wondered if they found a certain passion that they valued
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| Why am I in math class writing out an album?
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| Everybody thinks I got it down but they don’t see the battles
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| Alright I’ll be empathetic
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| Tell me that your proud but what the hell u proud of!
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| Honestly if I could have a word with the younger me I’d probably encourage him
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| to quit
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| I’d tell to just take a breath Let em know he’s gotta be a kid
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| Tyse you’re only thirteen
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| You wanna be a rapper but I know you’re not prepared for all the hurting that
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| it brings
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| Lately I’ve been thinkin about what if I had never did it?
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| What if all I did was call it quits?
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| Honestly I love to picture myself writing out a verse that I would never finish
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| Walk away from everything I’ve written
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| Blocking out my visions!
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| What if people saw me as a person
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| Not a rapper
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| And I wouldn’t have to battle for a platform that I didn’t really ask for?
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| Maybe I would be a little happier
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| If I didn’t rap
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| All my panic attacks would have vanished
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| I’d actually Have something other then musical talent…
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| I wouldn’t feel pressured to reach all your standers
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| If I didn’t rap And I wasn’t so passionate
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| I wouldn’t be looking.
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| Tryna find my way back home. |
| (Yeah)
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| Searching but I don’t feel close. |
| (Yeah)
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| I don’t know what way to go
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| Please don’t leave me All alone
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| Tryna find my way back home. |
| (Tryen find)
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| Searching but I don’t feel close
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| I don’t know what way to go
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| Please don’t leave me All alone
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| Ya contemplate all of my thoughts
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| All that I want is a home I can go to
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| I’m honestly lost
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| I don’t wanna talk
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| I don’t wanna sit in a convo and walk through my problems
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| I’m stressing so often
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| I felt like a product
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| I say what you wanted so then your emotions would profit
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| Faking these smiles I get so exhausted!
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| I don’t think anyone knows how much effort This takes
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| I dedicatd years…
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| Convincing myself and I’m saying
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| Maybe one day ill persue every passion
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| And get up on stage
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| Nothing is promised but I’ll keep my faith
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| Ok let’s go!
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| I’m not gonna wait for permission
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| My mother and father won’t make my decisions
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| You don’t have a say if I don’t want you in this
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| It’s my I’m living not yours
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| Tryna find my way back home. |
| (Way back home)
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| Searching but I don’t feel close. |
| (Don't feel close)
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| I don’t know what way to go. |
| (Way to go)
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| Please don’t leave me All alone
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| Tryna find my way back home. |
| (Way back home)
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| Searching but I don’t feel close. |
| (Don't feel close)
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| I don’t know what way to go. |
| (Way to go)
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| Please don’t leave me All alone |