Lyrics Meant to Be Alone - The Jokerr, Hiway, Masetti

Meant to Be Alone

I just can’t tell what the difference is, sorry
It seems to be the same as it ever was, and the good get left with a heart of
stone
It’s a lonely road I walk and I may be forever doomed to do so
And it may be I’m just meant to be all alone
Yo, all I ever wanted to do was be an artist
And show the world the distinction between beauty and garbage
I was given a conviction and followed it to its end
And attempted to keep my head above water, won’t sink or swim
But oh, never was that simple
And the depression and isolation encroached, lack of credential
And oh, hold on
I didn’t have the first idea of what I got myself into or what was in store, I
Find that it gets harder and harder to just breathe
When the people I love so much all turn against me
I make my effort concerted to stay consistent
I’m certainly optimistic, but perfect is such a mission now
I do the best that I can and all I get is judgement
You seem to think it was easy believe me, please see it wasn’t now
I guess it doesn’t matter 'cuz I’m the entertainer
I’m a lonely fool and I guess to you only a bitter stranger now
I just can’t tell what the difference is, sorry
It seems to be the same as it ever was, and the good get left with a heart of
stone
It’s a lonely road I walk and I may be forever doomed to do so
And it may be I’m just meant to be all alone
I’m apparently absorbing this therapy poorly, the weight of this
Very unordinary disorder, no one should carry for me
I’m terribly terraforming this area mourning an error
With characters who couldn’t afford to be there for me
Paranoid, they’re sporting a glare scorning Aaron, swearing
I’m ignoring them, unaware I gave 'em a fair warning
I’m airborne and I’m storming the door, while their core may
Compare recordings — according to them, it comes with the territory
And not to mention the tension between me and the misses
She met a young MC who’s kidless, it appears we conflicting interests
Picturing me with different bitches, she’s got reason to be suspicious
But I seem to resist this cheating she thinks I plead the fifth with, shit
Like how can I be a stepfather and faithful husband
When you see me in all these environments and I say «Don't be afraid of nothin'!
No I don’t have any mistresses, no way in hell an addiction is fair
I fell in this business, I know damn well what the decision is, so miss this,
but I just…
I just can’t tell what the difference is, sorry
It seems to be the same as it ever was, and the good get left with a heart of
stone
It’s a lonely road I walk and I may be forever doomed to do so
And it may be I’m just meant to be all alone
All i wanted was there in the monastery
Peace and love I can carry with me everyday but I barely
Understand what’s going on, trying hard to recover
I’m looking over my shoulder for demons bringing me trouble
I’m facing the wrong ways, feeling apart days
Feeling like always, I’m here in a dark place
Always I wait for that one day where Ill see the sun waves
And I’ll finally unchange
I’ve been thinking lately would it make it right
If I took my stress and anger and let it all out of my sight
And give another chance to the people in my life
They try to do me right or cut me like a knife but
But I know the decision is on me
Do I try to be with them or lay free?
I can honestly say I don’t need these thoughts have got me drifting apart and
lately I don’t know
I just can’t tell what the difference is, sorry
It seems to be the same as it ever was, and the good get left with a heart of
stone
It’s a lonely road I walk and I may be forever doomed to do so
And it may be I’m just meant to be all alone