Translation of the song lyrics Vanilla - Taeyeon

Vanilla (original)

背中向けて 気のないふりで
I want you, I want you
なるべく遠くで 見つめるだけで
I need you, I need you
どうして素直に生きちゃいけないの
泣くのはきっと簡単ね
想いのままに伝えられない
苦しめたくない
朝に目覚める そんな風に
夜には眠る そんな風に
Oh I want you to call my name
Thinking about you everyday
あなたのそばにいれたら
願い続ける
Vanilla Vanilla
Vanilla Vanilla
哀しいほどに
甘く甘く香る花
綺麗でしょ
哀しいほどに
あなたはきっと 全部わかってる
だからこそずっと
Going through (Going through…)
どうしても抑えきれない気持ち
吐き出してしまったら
今よりもっと辛くなること
知っているから
夢の中なら許してね
心の中は許してね
Oh I want you to call my name
Thinking about you everyday
あなたのそばにおいてね
願い叶えて
Vanilla Vanilla
Vanilla Vanilla
哀しいほどに
甘く甘く香る花
綺麗でしょ
哀しいほどに
枯れることはない
美しいままで（美しいままで)
美しいままで
見つめていたいの
はじまりはしない（My babe）
この物語は恋は 愛は
そう終わることはない
咲き誇れ Vanilla
夢の中なら許してね
心の中は許してね（許してねbabe）
Oh I want you to call my name
Thinking about you everyday
想いが生きた証に
あなたに贈る
Vanilla Vanilla
Vanilla Vanilla
哀しいほどに
甘く甘く香る花
綺麗でしょ
哀しいほどに

Vanilla (translation)

Pretend to be careless towards your back
I want you, I want you
Just stare at as far away as possible
I need you, I need you
Why can't I live obediently
I'm sure it's easy to cry
I can't convey it as I want
I don't want to suffer
She wakes up in the morning like that
Sleep at night like that
Oh I want you to call my name
Thinking about you everyday
If you put it near you
Keep wishing
Vanilla Vanilla
Vanilla Vanilla
Sadly
Sweet and sweet scented flowers
Nice, right
Sadly
You surely know everything
That's why
Going through (Going through…)
Feelings that can't be suppressed
If you spit it out
To be more spicy than now
Because i know
Forgive me if you're in a dream
Forgive me in my heart
Oh I want you to call my name
Thinking about you everyday
By your side
Grant your wish
Vanilla Vanilla
Vanilla Vanilla
Sadly
Sweet and sweet scented flowers
Nice, right
Sadly
Will not wither
Stay beautiful (remain beautiful)
Stay beautiful
I want to stare
It doesn't start (My babe)
This story is love is love
It never ends
Blooming Vanilla
Forgive me if you're in a dream
Forgive me in my heart (forgive me babe)
Oh I want you to call my name
Thinking about you everyday
As a proof that your feelings are alive
Give to you
Vanilla Vanilla
Vanilla Vanilla
Sadly
Sweet and sweet scented flowers
Nice, right
Sadly