Translation of the song lyrics Cacotopia - SYU

Cacotopia (original)

いつしか君の事だけを見つめてる 周りに何があっても
I keep looking looking looking
その鼓動さえ感じられれば良いのさ 今すぐ触れて抱いて
I’m raging crying yelling
一筋の光でさえ 届く事無い 無呼吸の陰
この身は誘われて 僕に手招く闇に紛れる使者
その視線さえ感じられれば良いのさ 今すぐここに触れて
I’m raging crying yelling
眠れぬ夜 血走る意識 遥か遠く君へ叫べば
身体から浮き出してくる 無数の刃 僕を突き破って
遠ざかってゆく 穏やかな記憶
近づいてくる 苛烈な感情
終わりは無い 全ての路は断たれている
君は振り返らずに駆け出してゆく
乾いてゆく激しい呼吸は
畏れの中 僕にただ溺れてゆく
あとどれくらいの時間が 僕の為に刻まれるのだろう
君の居ない時間がただ無慈悲に過ぎ去ってゆく
遠ざかってゆく あたたかな記憶
近づいてくる 無情の景色が
終わりは無い 全ての路は断たれている
君は振り返らずに逃げ出してゆく
錆びついてゆく激しい鼓動は
畏れの中 僕にただ塗れてゆく
君は振り返らずに逃げ出してゆく
今堕ちてゆく過ちの先へ
焦燥の中 僕に飲み込まれてゆく

(translation)

Someday I'm just staring at you no matter what's around you
I keep looking looking looking
All you have to do is feel that heartbeat. Touch it now and hold it.
I ’m raging crying yelling
The shadow of apnea that even a ray of light does not reach
This body is a messenger who is invited and beckons to me in the darkness
All you have to do is feel that line of sight. Touch here right now.
I ’m raging crying yelling
Sleepless night Bloody consciousness If you scream to you far away
Countless blades that emerge from my body Break through me
A calm memory that goes away
Furious emotions approaching
There is no end All roads are cut off
You run away without looking back
The dry and intense breathing
In fear I just drown
How much more time will be carved for me?
The time you are away is just ruthlessly gone
A warm memory that goes away
The ruthless scenery approaching
There is no end All roads are cut off
You run away without looking back
The violent heartbeat that rusts
In fear, I'm just painting
You run away without looking back
Beyond the mistakes that are falling now
I'm swallowed by me in a frustration