| This is the sea, then, this great abeyance.
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| How the sun’s poultice draws on my inflammation.
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| Electrifyingly-colored sherbets, scooped from the freeze
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| By pale girls, travel the air in scorched hands.
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| Why is it so quiet, what are they hiding?
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| I have two legs, and I move smilingly.
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| A sandy damper kills the vibrations;
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| It stretches for miles, the shrunk voices
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| Waving and crutchless, half their old size.
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| The lines of the eye, scalded by these bald surfaces,
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| Boomerang like anchored elastics, hurting the owner.
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| Is it any wonder he puts on dark glasses?
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| Is it any wonder he affects a black cassock?
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| Here he comes now, among the mackerel gatherers
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| Who wall up their backs against him.
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| They are handling the black and green lozenges like the parts of a body.
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| The sea, that crystallized these,
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| Creeps away, many-snaked, with a long hiss of distress.
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| This black boot has no mercy for anybody.
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| Why should it, it is the hearse of a dad foot,
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| The high, dead, toeless foot of this priest
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| Who plumbs the well of his book,
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| The bent print bulging before him like scenery.
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| Obscene bikinis hid in the dunes,
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| Breasts and hips a confectioner’s sugar
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| Of little crystals, titillating the light,
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| While a green pool opens its eye,
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| Sick with what it has swallowed----
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| Limbs, images, shrieks. |
| Behind the concrete bunkers
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| Two lovers unstick themselves.
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| O white sea-crockery,
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| What cupped sighs, what salt in the throat…
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| And the onlooker, trembling,
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| Drawn like a long material
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| Through a still virulence,
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| And a weed, hairy as privates.
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| On the balconies of the hotel, things are glittering.
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| Things, things----
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| Tubular steel wheelchairs, aluminum crutches.
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| Such salt-sweetness. |
| Why should I walk
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| Beyond the breakwater, spotty with barnacles?
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| I am not a nurse, white and attendant,
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| I am not a smile.
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| These children are after something, with hooks and cries,
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| And my heart too small to bandage their terrible faults.
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| This is the side of a man: his red ribs,
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| The nerves bursting like trees, and this is the surgeon:
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| One mirrory eye----
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| A facet of knowledge.
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| On a striped mattress in one room
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| An old man is vanishing.
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| There is no help in his weeping wife.
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| Where are the eye-stones, yellow and valuable,
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| And the tongue, sapphire of ash.
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| A wedding-cake face in a paper frill.
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| How superior he is now.
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| It is like possessing a saint.
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| The nurses in their wing-caps are no longer so beautiful;
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| They are browning, like touched gardenias.
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| The bed is rolled from the wall.
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| This is what it is to be complete. |
| It is horrible.
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| Is he wearing pajamas or an evening suit
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| Under the glued sheet from which his powdery beak
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| Rises so whitely unbuffeted?
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| They propped his jaw with a book until it stiffened
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| And folded his hands, that were shaking: goodbye, goodbye.
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| Now the washed sheets fly in the sun,
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| The pillow cases are sweetening.
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| It is a blessing, it is a blessing:
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| The long coffin of soap-colored oak,
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| The curious bearers and the raw date
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| Engraving itself in silver with marvelous calm.
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| The gray sky lowers, the hills like a green sea
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| Run fold upon fold far off, concealing their hollows,
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| The hollows in which rock the thoughts of the wife----
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| Blunt, practical boats
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| Full of dresses and hats and china and married daughters.
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| In the parlor of the stone house
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| One curtain is flickering from the open window,
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| Flickering and pouring, a pitiful candle.
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| This is the tongue of the dead man: remember, remember.
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| How far he is now, his actions
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| Around him like livingroom furniture, like a décor.
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| As the pallors gather----
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| The pallors of hands and neighborly faces,
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| The elate pallors of flying iris.
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| They are flying off into nothing: remember us.
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| The empty benches of memory look over stones,
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| Marble facades with blue veins, and jelly-glassfuls of daffodils.
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| It is so beautiful up here: it is a stopping place.
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| The natural fatness of these lime leaves!----
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| Pollarded green balls, the trees march to church.
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| The voice of the priest, in thin air,
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| Meets the corpse at the gate,
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| Addressing it, while the hills roll the notes of the dead bell;
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| A glittler of wheat and crude earth. |
| What is the name of that color?----
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| Old blood of caked walls the sun heals,
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| Old blood of limb stumps, burnt hearts.
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| The widow with her black pocketbook and three daughters,
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| Necessary among the flowers,
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| Enfolds her lace like fine linen,
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| Not to be spread again.
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| While a sky, wormy with put-by smiles,
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| Passes cloud after cloud.
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| And the bride flowers expend a fershness,
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| And the soul is a bride
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| In a still place, and the groom is red and forgetful, he is featureless.
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| Behind the glass of this car
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| The world purrs, shut-off and gentle.
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| And I am dark-suited and stil, a member of the party,
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| Gliding up in low gear behind the cart.
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| And the priest is a vessel,
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| A tarred fabric, sorry and dull,
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| Following the coffin on its flowery cart like a beautiful woman,
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| A crest of breasts, eyelids and lips
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| Storming the hilltop.
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| Then, from the barred yard, the children
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| Smell the melt of shoe-blacking,
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| Their faces turning, wordless and slow,
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| Their eyes opening
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| On a wonderful thing----
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| Six round black hats in the grass and a lozenge of wood,
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| And a naked mouth, red and awkward.
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| For a minute the sky pours into the hole like plasma.
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| There is no hope, it is given up. |