Translation of the song lyrics Painkiller - Spica

Painkiller (original)

오늘도 나는 잠을 못 자
침대에 누웠다 뒤척이다가 일어나
You know me, yeah you know me
아직 너를 잊지 못해 울다가 웃다
떠나간 널 그리며
혹시 널 보면 나을까 봐
서랍 깊숙히 감춰둔 너를 꺼내봐
You know me, yeah you know me
너는 나완 달리 행복한 거야
묻다 가슴이 저려와
너무 밉다가도 너 너무 보고 싶어 너
It’s unbelievable
지친 맘이 말을 해 너 하나라면 돼
It’s unbelievable
(Pain) killer, killer, killer
(Pain) killer, killer, killer
(Pain) killer, killer, killer
(Pain) killer
반복된 날에 무너져가
나조차 겁이 나
이별이 이런 건가 봐
You know me, yeah you know me
너무 다쳐 멍든 맘이 아파 와
울다 다시 널 찾는 나
정말 난 너무 두려워 와
영원히 너 하나
기억만 하다 살까 봐
You know me, yeah you know me
너무 깊이 빠져 잊을 수 없어
울다 점점 더 미쳐가
너무 밉다가도 너 너무 보고 싶어 너
It’s unbelievable
지친 맘이 말을 해 너 하나라면 돼
It’s unbelievable
(Pain) killer, killer, killer
(Pain) killer, killer, killer
(Pain) killer, killr, killer
(Pain) killer
지우려 잊으려 애를 써보지만
너와 나 가진 시간들이
나에겐 모두 다 소중해서
(Very spcial, it’s very special)
다 놓아보려 해봐도
또 달아나려 해봐도
나는 너처럼 할 수가 없어
난 애를 써도 놓을 수 없어
너무 밉다가도 너 너무 보고 싶어 너 (필요해)
It’s unbelievable (Oh baby)
지친 맘이 말을 해 너 하나라면 돼 (Woah)
It’s unbelievable (Hey)
(Pain) killer, killer, killer (네가 필요해)
(Pain) killer, killer, killer (네가 필요해)
(Pain) killer, killer, killer (Oh baby)
(Pain) killer (Ooh-wo-ooh-woah)

(translation)

Today I can't sleep
Laying in bed, tossing and turning and waking up
You know me, yeah you know me
I still can't forget you, I cry and laugh
I miss you
I wonder if it will be better if I see you
Take out you hidden deep in the drawer
You know me, yeah you know me
you are happy unlike me
My heart trembles when I ask
Even though I hate you so much, I miss you so much
It’s unbelievable
My weary heart speaks, if only you were one
It’s unbelievable
(Pain) killer, killer, killer
(Pain) killer, killer, killer
(Pain) killer, killer, killer
(Pain) killer
Falling apart on repeated days
Even I'm scared
Guess this is what farewell is
You know me, yeah you know me
It hurts so much, my bruised heart hurts
I cry and look for you again
really i'm so scared
forever you one
I'm afraid I'll just remember
You know me, yeah you know me
I'm so deep I can't forget
Crying more and more crazy
Even though I hate you so much, I miss you so much
It’s unbelievable
My weary heart speaks, if only you were one
It’s unbelievable
(Pain) killer, killer, killer
(Pain) killer, killer, killer
(Pain) killer, killer, killer
(Pain) killer
I try hard to erase and forget
time with you and me
Everything is important to me
(Very special, it’s very special)
Even if I try to let it all go
Even if I try to run away again
i can't be like you
I can't let go no matter how hard I try
Even though I hate you so much, I miss you so much (I need you)
It's unbelievable (Oh baby)
My weary heart speaks, if only you were one (Woah)
It's unbelievable (Hey)
(Pain) killer, killer, killer (I need you)
(Pain) killer, killer, killer (I need you)
(Pain) killer, killer, killer (Oh baby)
(Pain) killer (Ooh-wo-ooh-woah)