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Totality

Growing weary
Of needing permission
I am finished
Apologizing
Shedding my
Shame and negligence
Leaving my
Collapsing spinelessness
Behind
Finally aligned
I’m craving connection
Needing alignment
When I feel the connection
I’m evolving in alignment totality
Take these burdens and burn them all away
I promise myself
To turn the other way
I have no tolerance
For this unkindness
I won’t let this
Make me structureless
I can transform this
Release the anguish
And grieve
The agony
I feel connection
And savor alignment
When I feel the connection
I’m evolving in alignment totality
With these tears I will wash it all away
My heart is breaking
Let it fall apart
What’s underneath is
Cherished sacredness
Nourish myself
Come back to center
Feel the grief
Let it release
So I can
Finally breathe