
Date of issue: 28.02.2019
Record label: Pavement Entertainment
Song language: English
The Witness |
It’s been so long since |
I have felt this |
Emptiness so deep inside |
It’s paralyzed me |
Immobilized me |
There’s no way to do this right |
Struggling with my darkest thoughts |
Straining to see through the fog |
The clarity that I once had |
Slips like sand right through my hands |
I’ve cherished life |
Savored breath |
Don’t want to fight |
To not fade away |
The feelings I |
Don’t want to face |
Are tearing me up inside |
I’m holding on to life |
The stabbing calls me |
To the wounding |
My impending punishment |
But in the grieving |
I come undone |
Untie the knots the pain has spun |
The hurting is all that I have |
To keep me to the witness stand |
And even though I wish it might |
Suicide won’t end the ride |
I’ve cherished life |
Savored breath |
Don’t want to fight |
To not fade away |
The feelings I |
Don’t want to face |
Are tearing me up inside |
I’m holding on to life |
Scared of what I might |
Do to myself if |
I am left alone |
So I’m holding I’m |
Struggling with my darkest thoughts |
Straining to see through the fog |
The clarity that I once had |
Slips like sand right through my hands |
I’ve cherished life |
Savored breath |
Don’t want to fight |
To not fade away |
The feelings I |
Don’t want to face |
Are tearing me up inside |
I’m holding on to life |
Scared of what I might |
Do to myself if |
I am left alone |
So I’m holding tight |
To the pain that is |
Keeping me inside |
It’s the only thing |
Keeping me alive |
Name | Year |
---|---|
Benjamin | 2019 |
Sinking | 2019 |
Totality | 2019 |
Embodied | 2019 |
The Changes Constant | 2019 |
Philiac | 2019 |
Unsure | 2019 |
Intimacy | 2019 |
The Essence | 2016 |
Forgiveness | 2016 |
Memories of Yesterday | 2016 |
Consumed | 2016 |
The Serpent | 2016 |
Return to Nothing | 2016 |
Complaisance | 2016 |
Quadrant | 2016 |