
Date of issue: 28.02.2019
Record label: Pavement Entertainment
Song language: English
Embodied |
Cold and terrified |
Senses fleeting |
My connection to my body’s leaving |
It’s just a way to preserve my flesh |
So I’m holding on |
I’ll fight to stay with myself |
And embrace what is happening |
I’ll stay with my sensations |
Even though it’s nauseating |
I’ll experience the misery |
For a taste of my humanity |
I vow to stay embodied |
Though it’s excruciating |
Overwhelmed |
It’s too real |
Make me numb |
Don’t want to feel |
I can’t keep on dissociating |
It’s time to stay here |
I can’t keep waiting |
Numb and mortified |
The voice down deep is |
Calling me to hear |
My heart that’s screaming |
It is a way |
To understand myself |
So I’m listening |
I’ll fight to stay with myself |
And embrace what is happening |
I’ll stay with my sensations |
Even though it’s nauseating |
I’ll experience the misery |
For a taste of my humanity |
I vow to stay embodied |
Though it’s excruciating |
I know this hurts right now |
But I’ll be grateful for this in the end |
I know this hurts right now |
But I will take and pleasure once again |
I stare into the mirror |
At two conflicting pieces |
I surrender to the burden |
The inevitable discomfort |
I can’t avoid the turmoil |
Its just part of being human |
The heaviness surrounds me |
I’m chained to my affection |
This is not an act of service |
This is my oxygen |
I can’t survive without this |
I’ve seen where that road ends |
Either way I will be tortured |
But this way provides a taste |
Of the sweet sense of purpose |
Only few embrace |
I’ll fight to stay with myself |
And embrace what is happening |
I’ll stay with my sensations |
Though it’s excruciating |
The sorrow is essential |
To this sweet and blissful harmony |
And If I can stay embodied |
I’ll experience humanity |
I know this hurts right now |
But I’ll be grateful for this in the end |
I know this hurts right now |
But I will take and pleasure once again |
Name | Year |
---|---|
Benjamin | 2019 |
Sinking | 2019 |
Totality | 2019 |
The Changes Constant | 2019 |
Philiac | 2019 |
Unsure | 2019 |
The Witness | 2019 |
Intimacy | 2019 |
The Essence | 2016 |
Forgiveness | 2016 |
Memories of Yesterday | 2016 |
Consumed | 2016 |
The Serpent | 2016 |
Return to Nothing | 2016 |
Complaisance | 2016 |
Quadrant | 2016 |