| How could it end this way? |
| I thought I had done everything right.
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| I thought I had been what you needed
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| It makes it hard to believe when you let your infatuations destroy the hope
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| that we were built on
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| But darling, was it not to me that you claimed your love for? |
| And was it not to
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| me that you would have laid down your life for?
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| I can hardly envision a time when I felt as strongly as you have.
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| And I wish I could have the compassion that you showed for me. |
| All I wanted
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| was for you to be happy. |
| For us to have made something of this life that no one
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| thought that we could
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| Is giving in what you call happiness? |
| Letting our dreams to rot along with
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| everything that we had stood for
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| This isn’t how I wanted it to end. |
| I never meant to hurt the only one who
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| brought peace and acceptance into my life
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| I can’t promise you a life that, you’re going to love. |
| I can’t promise you a
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| life that you’ll even be proud of. |
| I’ve got enough stained memories to realize
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| the good from the bad, and I’ve got enough scars to know that you weren’t the
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| one causing them. |
| I know I’ve done you wrong, but I swear it’ll be different
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| this time
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| If past memories have taught me anything… It's the fact that people don’t
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| change…
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| You’ve kept your mind closed like it would bring some sort of comfort
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| Like shutting yourself off from the world around you would make you the person
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| you dreamed of being
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| But spending your nights door-to-door watching your innocence flee isn’t the
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| life that you had dreamed of
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| Waiting for the next numbing substance so that you get through another night
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| You’ve let the voices in your head ring out so long that they begin to become
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| the truth
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| If life is but a dream, how do we decipher what’s real and what lives in our
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| heads?
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| Chalking off a memory to something we thought we had wanted
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| Taking those 4 AM nights to remind you of a time when you felt purpose and
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| fulfillment, instead of what you call home
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| And I know that you had wanted more (Wanted more)
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| But I gave all that I had (All that I had) |