| And would it be weird to just forget
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| Pretend like none of this happened yet
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| Cause I’m just tired, is that okay
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| And I’m just tired, is that okay
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| Okay, okay
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| You only get so many holidays
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| And you’ve laid mine to waste
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| Does it even keep you awake at night
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| To know that you fucked up her life
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| Cause I believed every word you said
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| Like how you say it even when she’s broken down
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| Cause I’ve been gone for a week or more
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| And all I do is think anymore
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| December 2012
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| If I’d have known your intentions at the time
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| I probably wouldn’t have taken that Christmas for granted
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| You were the only one always I can remember
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| You filled her with hope when she had none
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| And you gave her a sickened smile when she had not the courage to make one
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| herself
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| I know you only longed for fond memories we shared
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| With only hollow intentions at the time
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| That we were viewed as a burden
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| But you were never burdening me
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| You were one of the only things in my life that I had depended on
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| And I thought you’d never leave
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| I guess you heard me wrong January 2013 |