Lyrics Relapse - Saint James

Relapse

Feelin' all this weight upon my shoulders
I swear that these nights keep getting colder
All these things keep eating at my soul
So many things I gotta let go, yeah whoa
But I’m not the same
They’re my old ways
They gotta go
No more delay
I hate feeling this way, yeah
I hate feeling this way, yeah
Every time we get closer
I fall right back into my ways
So many times I had fell astray
But I guess I had some better days
I said, I wouldn’t be the same
But I keep feeling all these pains
I promised I was gon' change
But I keep yelling Your name
Lost, I don’t know where to go
Like I’m wearin' blindfolds
But You’re after my goals
Feelin' all this weight upon my shoulders
I swear that these nights keep getting colder (These nights keep getting colder)
All these things keep eating at my soul
So many things I gotta let go, yeah whoa
But I’m not the same (I'm not the same)
They’re my old ways (They're my old ways)
They gotta go (They gotta go)
No more delay (No more delay)
I hate feeling this way, yeah
I hate feeling this way, yeah
Wake up, early mornings just to lay and pray
Fallin' off my Word, Lord, I am so afraid
I need You with me, guidin' me day-by-day
Need all of these pains of life to go away
Ay I’m in a drought, need to go a different route
I’m in and I’m out, God, I need to work it out
I’m in and I’m out, gotta-gotta work it out
Feelin' all this weight upon my shoulders
I swear that these nights keep getting colder (These nights keep getting colder)
All these things keep eating at my soul
So many things I gotta let go, yeah whoa
But I’m not the same (I'm not the same)
They’re my old ways (They're my old ways)
They gotta go (They gotta go)
No more delay (No more delay)
I hate feeling this way, yeah
I hate feeling this way, yeah