Lyrics I Said 'STOP' - Reverie

I Said 'STOP'

He made me do it, but I didn’t like it
I was silent, didn’t fight it
I said ‘stop' but only once
I acted grown, it was a front
He was older, he was handsome
We was dancing, started macking
My teenage years was outta control
I lived for action
He led the way inside the house
I tried to scream, he shut my mouth
He held me down, unbuttoned my blouse
The music’s so loud outside
I guess it was my fault, I shouldn’t have led him on
I never told no one, but I knew that it was wrong
He kissed me on th cheek
Asked if I was «ok?»
He helpd me put my clothes on
I’ll never forget that day
Cuz shit changed after that
I couldn’t wash off the filth
I only said stop once-
So why do I feel the guilt?
I said, ‘stop!'
but only once
I acted grown, it was a front
He made me do it, but I didn’t like it
I said, ‘stop!'
but only once
I acted grown, it was a front
Must’ve knew what I was doing- cuz I didn’t fight it
I’m just a teen
I can’t believe he planted a seed inside of me
And now he says we never fucked
Damn, how could he lie to me?
He’s throwing salt all on my name
Got everybody talking about me
Now my homies think I’m easy
They talk shit when they around me
I am to blame, it’s all my fault
My mama tried to warn me
Said, «look out for all these guys
They’ll take advantage of you, honey."
I can’t keep this baby
Will I abort it?
Maybe
I think I need to down a 40
Cuz I’m going crazy
Just wanna smoke some dope
That’s the only way I’ll cope
Methamphetamine creates
The mirrors & the blinding smoke
So I’ll take another hit
And once I start it, I can’t quit
And that’s why I can’t commit
To no healthy relationships, yah
I said, ‘stop!'
but only once
I acted grown, it was a front
He made me do it, but I didn’t like it
I said, ‘stop!'
but only once
I acted grown, it was a front
Must’ve knew what I was doing- cuz I didn’t fight it
I said, ‘stop!'
but only once
I acted grown, it was a front
He made me do it, but I didn’t like it
I said, ‘stop!'
but only once
I acted grown, it was a front
Must’ve knew what I was doing- cuz I didn’t fight it