Song information On this page you can find the lyrics of the song Making A Choice, artist - R.LUM.R. Date of issue: 31.10.2019
Song language: English
Making A Choice |
| Melatonin doesn’t work anymore |
| Tired, wired on my back on the floor |
| Over-thinking thoughts like never before |
| Analyzing shit that I should ignore |
| Everybody’s gonna know you a fake |
| Make you think that you can be who you can’t |
| Lay in wait until you make a mistake |
| Expose you as the fucking phony you play |
| I don’t want to spend my 20's tired, drunk and alone |
| Justifying why I keep you up all night on the phone |
| I know say it’s cause I love to hear the sound of your voice |
| But it’s more accurate to say it’s just more clear than the noise |
| That I can always kinda hear in spite of all that I do |
| It’s television static playing loud from another room |
| To which I’ve never found the door to go and just turn it off |
| But I can never stop looking for it |
| I will be, I will be, I will be |
| I’m making a choice (My strength) |
| I’m making a choice |
| I will be, I will be, I will be, my strength |
| Doesn’t matter what you think that you learned |
| I don’t think you get the way that this works |
| You too dark to ever be in the light |
| Born too wrong to ever hope to be right |
| No one gave you the permission to speak |
| You are not in a position to lead |
| What would make you think that you tell the truth? |
| What would make you think that it could be you? |
| I know I think a lot about my different fears and the shame |
| Whether I’m black or white enough to win approval or fame |
| And if I’m checking off the boxes keeping framily pleased |
| But still relaying things that let ‘em know this really is me |
| If I get old will I think fondly of the things that I did? |
| Or will I wish that I had never made it out Bradenton |
| The only way I’ll know is seeing this shit through to the end |
| And being sure to build a family from friends |
| I’m making a choice |
| I will be, I will be, I will be |
| I’m making a choice (My strength) |
| I’m making a choice |
| I will be, I will be, I will be, my strength |