Lyrics How This Feels - R.LUM.R

How This Feels

I think a lot about myself
To paint in pictures true to mirrors that define me well
But this is something I don’t know as well
'Cause no one else has ever made me feel the way it felt
When we were riding late night to your best friend’s
You were telling me 'bout how you feel about connection
To another person just as full of imperfection
Someone like… me
I don’t wanna lead us in the wrong direction
Force or fake a feeling 'cause we both need affection
End up codependent 'cause we can’t deal with depression
The way we need
So can we be real, yeah
About how this feels
About how this feels?
So can we be real, yeah
About how this feels
About how this feels?
We both say the right things
Feels too good to be lying
Too busy rationalizing
To think of what we’ve been hiding
I guess I spend a lot of time in my head with
Thoughts 'bout when next time I’m gon' see you in my bed is
Maybe we’d be better off if we could disconnect this
So why don’t we?
So can we be real
About how this feels
About how this feels?
So can we be real
About how this feels
About how this feels?
So can we be real
About how this feels
About how this feels?
So can we be real
About how this feels
About how this feels?