Lyrics Obstructor - Neberu

Obstructor

This is the anthem to my dying world
To all you motherfuckers who was never told
Let me show you what it means to be self-denying and to hate everything what
life seems to be
You think I’m fine because I’m smiling on the outside?
Here’s your access to my inner demise
All time wasted to a lie pounding out of my chest
There’s something in my head pulling me towards my death
I’m a failure, I am nothing, deranged and disgusting
So let me tell you something that I can’t explain
I am the shame of a life that was never really mine
The obstructor of integrity is only me
You are the shame of a life, afraid to show all of your sides.
Hypocrisies are
only what we make them to be
I know you are all the same
Living your lives like there’s nothing to blame
But all you cowards make me sick
All these lies, you’re welcome to admit
It’s like I always want to be the worst
Addicted to a inner curse of loving to get hurt
I’m fucking useless
It’s like I always feel the suffering
Addicted to fight inner battles that I’ll never win
I’m so worthless
Hell waits for me
You wear a mask full of scum ignoring all that you’ve done
Don’t try to trick me because we are all exactly the same
We are failures, we are nothing, deranged and disgusting
Only pieces of the puzzle
I am the shame of a life that was never really mine
The obstructor of integrity is only me
You are the shame of a life, afraid to show all of your sides.
Hypocrisies are
only what we make them to be