Lyrics Delusional - Neberu

Delusional

I am nothing but a remnant of me
Please take my desperate life away
It will always be the same, honor a living full of betrayal
All the unknown I’m ready to commit
‘cause everything is better as life without summits
All I see is your deadpan face
A motionless mouth that has nothing to say
Your grey eyes gazes into space
An empty-handed thought that starts to derail
So tell me is this really everything you wanted
As you told me that the mirror hides the truth
Where is the person full of strength that wanted me to fight?
Where did you go?
Where is the force of will that was always shining bright?
I never thought it could be me, all the lies that I advised
That I advised
I’ll never know what I wanted to be
Now I’m nothing more than a remnant of me
It feels like I am just a slave to myself
All lies that I advised I started to believe
I would give it all to go back to the day
Where I can restart to decide what’s fiction, what’s reality
Fuck you and fuck the demon that’s growing inside
Now it’s my turn to dissuade the darkness from conquering my helpless lost mind
I am nothing but a remnant of me
Please take my desperate life away
It’s time to start again without the evil within
Don’t give up on me I’ll run until the ropes come undone
It feels like I am just a slave to myself
All lies that I advised I started to believe
I would give it all to go back to the day
Where I can restart to decide what’s fiction, what’s reality