Lyrics Interiority - Neberu

Interiority

What the fuck is wrong with me
Why do I always feel the hate inside of me?
Locked inside a cage no one could see
Always feel like shit inside
Always trying to choke feelings I’m not able to hide
Where is my sympathy?
All my love turns to hate
The world gives up on me
My eyes have turned from green to grey
Still struggling for a better day
The death still laughs at me, smiling in my face
Tossing and turning, feels like I am sleeping awake
I’m playing tag with the death
There’s no beat left in my chest
Do I have to leave this empty road?
I’m lying down for my rest, no more struggling for breath
But I will take you with me when I go
This goes out to everyone who feels like me
To all the sinners too penitent and blameworthy
So come with me I’ll show you what you’ve never seen
Open your mouth and we can run from what we’ll never be
What the fuck is inside of me, could there be another me?
Always feel like fighting one side
Always trying to silence the devils' whispering in I
I’m sick of swallowing my pride
I have to find my way back into the light
Far too often I was oppressed by humanity
It’s my time to show you how the pain feels if I set it free
Never looking back to days of anger and factitiousness
It’s my time to show you how it really feels to be like me
This goes out to everyone who feels like me
To all the sinners too penitent and blameworthy
So come with me I’ll show you what you’ve never seen
Open your mouth and we can run from what we’ll never be
I’m playing tag with the death
There’s no beat left in my chest
Do I have to leave this empty road?
I’m lying down for my rest, no more struggling for breath
But I will take you with me when I go