| on leaving school immersed in philanthropic notions
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| (of a kind these days I find unthinkable)
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| I pulled my frail frame onto my charger and rode off into a sunset
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| with agenda predictable.
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| fresh faced — young dumb and tragically convinced that
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| blind faith could make an infantile, normative
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| playground theory on social interaction
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| positive enough to show them all, but alas!
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| working the tills put hair on my chest,
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| telesales made me a man! |
| x2
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| and everything was going to be ok, but
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| the making of the man was the breaking of the back upon the rock
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| of everyday hostility.
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| and I don’t mean to seem at all ungrateful, but
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| the air-conditioned life has left me gasping for some real conversation.
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| and just because
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| turing couldn’t possibly conceive a machine with this little personality
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| I’m working shifts in veal-fattening pens,
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| and yet I’m puppy thin because to tell the truth I’ve been hanging on
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| for something more than distant dial tones
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| and a sense of ending.
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| the breaking of the back was the making of the man x4. |