| And it seem like everybody vibin' but I’m late to the fuckin' party
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| And I know that I’d be lyin' if I said I didn’t love your heartache
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| Ooh and I’m in this crowd of people just hoping if you’ll last long
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| I’m tryna drown out all these feelings
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| I can’t feel them through the smoke that’s blown
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| Nooo I don’t wanna think I just wanna drink
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| Trying to let go of everything that’s been haunting me
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| And I know I spent too damn long feelin' lonely
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| But I can’t make peace with these demons that got ahold of me
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| I can’t breathe and it doesn’t take much to see
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| That I’ve been trapped I feel stranded out at sea
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| And I’ve been sinking
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| I’m lost in these memories
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| Of everything I was
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| Of Everything I love
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| I wish I never gave up
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| Cause I’m stuck in these memories of everything you said to me
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| Of seeing beauty in every single thing
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| I wish I never
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| I wish I never gave up
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| Another fuckin' year is down the drain where’d the time go
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| I just can’t get over all this pain and my mind’s blown
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| I ain’t never think that I would last this long
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| Never thought I’d make it past my last song
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| I’m too comfortable with pain like this is all I’ve known
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| Scared to say it’s something that I hold close
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| Eyes wired shut now my heart’s so closed
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| Spending every second with a mind so cold
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| I just want somebody I can call my own
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| I’m so sick of always feeling so alone
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| I’m so tired of runnin' from the past I know
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| I’m only getting older aching in my bones |