| Why must I feel like this today
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| I’m a soldier but afraid sometimes
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| To face the things that may
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| Block the sun from shinin' rays
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| And fill my life with shades of grey
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| But still I long to find a way
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| So today I pray for grace
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| I take a moment to myself
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| So I can myself
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| To feel myself
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| And be real myself
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| Life’s addictions and afflictions
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| Cause abrasions from their friction
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| Sometimes, it’s easier to live in fiction
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| I can run, but I can’t hide
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| From the pains that
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| Reside deep down inside
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| There is no pill
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| That can be swallowed
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| There is no guru
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| That can be followed
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| There’s no escapin'
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| From my own history
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| Those that I hurt,
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| And those that hurt me
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| I was dead for a million years
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| 'Fore I was born and
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| I’ll be dead for a million more
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| After I’m gone
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| So I live, to give somethin'
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| That can live on
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| Like the way you hum a song when the music’s gone
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| Like the warmth on the sand
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| When the sun goes down
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| And I’m sittin' with myself
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| Nobody else is around but,
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| (Chorus)
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| Been a long, long time
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| Since I been away
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| Been a long, long time
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| Since I felt this way
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| Been a long, long time
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| I found the words to say
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| How much I’m grateful
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| For my life today
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| 'Cause under every cup
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| You might find a nut
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| Behind every corner
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| You might get jacked up
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| At the end of every rainbow,
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| You might find gold
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| The last bite of your sandwich,
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| Hope you don’t find mould
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| 'Cause none of us
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| Can live the perfect life
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| The kind that we see on nick at night
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| And sometimes, we all
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| Just lose sight
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| Of the pain that will guide us
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| From dark into the light
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| We fall down yes, but we get up,
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| And sometimes we just need
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| A little bit of love
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| To help make it
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| Through another day
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| Into the night, into the light,
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| Into a Saturday
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| So in the morning when I’m waitin'
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| For the sun to raise
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| And my head’s a little foggy
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| Like I’m in a haze
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| I remind myself that
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| Everything is gonna be okay
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| I take a breath, slow down and say…
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| (Chorus) |