| I smoke too much, I drink too much, I feel like I’m gon' die
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| I’m anxious, bruh, it’s way too much I think I lost my mind
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| Once again I’m on the edge and I just keep on looking down
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| If I jumped and hit rock bottom would it even make a sound?
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| I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I’m gon die
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| I’m anxious bruh it’s way too much I think I lost my mind
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| Once again I’m on the edge and I just keep on looking down
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| If I jumped and hit rock bottom would it even make a sound?
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| 'Cause I don’t wanna feel like this
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| But this some real life shit
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| I know you feel my shit whoah
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| No I don’t wanna feel like this
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| But this some real life shit
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| I know you feel my shit whoah
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| How’d it get like this?
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| So fucked up I could slit my wrists
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| But I’m in that whip and I’m way too hot like I hit the switch
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| I gotta figure it out but all my friends like Merk whatchu trippin' about
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| See what I’m feeling is doubt
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| It used to be a dream now I’m livin' it out
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| But we still in the drought, huh
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| It’s kinda crazy how that work
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| At 16 I got hacked like a password
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| I’m a product of my past now that hurts
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| I’m the real fucking deal you an actor
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| Last year I lost my uncle to cancer
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| So this year I don’t fuck with you rappers
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| The worst part is I just started smoking
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| It’s fucked up y’all think that I’m joking
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| That’s the reason that he lost his life I did not think twice
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| It does not feel right
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| What can I say I’m a sick individual
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| Drinking all the time now it feels like a ritual
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| Started off small that was minuscule
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| I been doin' this shit since middle school
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| They asking me questions in interviews
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| They wanna know what I did and I didn’t do
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| I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I’m gon' die
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| I’m anxious bruh it’s way too much I think I lost my mind
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| Once again I’m on the edge and I just keep on looking down
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| If I jumped and hit rock bottom would it even make a sound?
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| I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I’m gon' die
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| I’m anxious bruh it’s way too much I think I lost my mind
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| Once again I’m on the edge and I just keep on looking down
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| If I jumped and hit rock bottom would it even make a sound?
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| And they all love the song too much
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| Sleeping on they junk too much
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| High living month to month
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| Phone change up I’ma die soon
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| Give momma all the money from the itunes
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| Stepping on shells with my nice shoes
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| Don’t want load it up cause I might shoot
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| I hang around guns and bricks
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| I need to stop catching rides on these sunken ships
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| Mean but I’m not 'bout what the assumption is
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| Last year I was sad as shit but I was rich
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| And now I’m broke with a classic
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| Now I’m clean and sober
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| Man I came so far from leanin' over
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| Ex-friends talkin' 'bout how Stevie over
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| But they need the order
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| They don’t even know me
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| Picking up the bag with no logo
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| Every damn thing stamps inside
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| I’d say more but its better that you don’t know
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| Wave high when you camped outside
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| Last year I had 4 different condos
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| Kicked out before I could have 5
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| That’s why every day i wake and give thanks and I’m humble
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| If I don’t I might die 'c
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| I wake up every morning still exhausted
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| Cigarette butts on the carpet
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| I been fed up with this nonsense, yeah
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| There’s still a couple demons in my closet
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| When i see 'em just that feeling got me nauseous
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| I can’t stop it no
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| I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I’m gon' die
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| I’m anxious bruh its way too much I think I lost my mind
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| Once again I’m on the edge and I just keep on looking down
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| If I jumped and hit rock bottom would it even make a sound?
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| 'Cause I don’t wanna feel like this
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| But this some real life shit
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| I know you feel my shit whoah
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| No I don’t wanna feel like this
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| But this some real life shit
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| I know you feel my shit whoah
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| Cause I don’t wanna feel like this
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| But this some real life shit
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| I know you feel my shit whoah
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| No I don’t wanna feel like this
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| But this some real life shit
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| I know you feel my shit whoah
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| I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I’m gon' die
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| I’m anxious bruh it’s way too much I think I lost my mind
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| I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I’m gon' die
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| I’m anxious bruh it’s way too much I think I lost my mind
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| I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I’m gon' die
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| I’m anxious bruh it’s way too much I think I lost my mind
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| I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I’m gon' die
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| I’m anxious bruh it’s way too much I think I lost my mind |