| First I breathe in the smoke, then I exhale slow
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| Till there’s nothing else left but the ashes
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| From all this weed I blow to all these drinks I pour
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| There ain’t nothing else left but the ashes
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| I feel like I don’t want to feel shit (I don’t want to feel shit)
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| I feel like I don’t want to feel shit (I don’t want to feel shit)
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| I feel like I don’t want to feel shit (I don’t want to feel shit)
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| I feel like I don’t want to feel shit (I don’t want to feel shit)
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| And I can’t be sober when I’m alone
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| A hundred missed calls in my phone
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| I’m havin' withdrawals, leave me alone
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| Leave me alone, I feel it in my bons, I hide it all inside
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| Vers 1:
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| I question myself, am I runnin' from something?
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| I put in the work, went from nothing to something
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| I still gotta deal with these fucked up assumptions
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| I’m drunk when in public, still chuggin' and numbin'
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| I was at rock bottom and I cried for help
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| So I had to take a break just to find myself
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| Never been to heaven, spent some time in hell
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| Inside my shell, revenge what I’m tryna smell
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| I know it’s all my fault, I'm the one to blame
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| Instead of facin' those fears, I would run away
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| Couldn’t tell apart all the love or hate
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| So fuck the fame, I guess it’s my drug (?)
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| I gotta clear my head and just hit restart
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| Just did 25 shows and there’s 15 more
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| When the cycle repeats it won’t get me far
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| So I hide my pain deep within these scars
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| I got everybody sayin' I deserve to win
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| But is it worth the regret? |
| Is it worth the sins?
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| It hurts within, I’m thinkin' bout my worth again
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| I had to swim across the water, cause I burnt the bridge
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| So I try to get by, but I hide shit inside
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| And I act like I’m havin' the time of my life
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| And I can’t see the darkness if I’m in the light
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| So if silence is golden then I’ll be all right
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| First I breathe in the smoke, then I exhale slow
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| Till there’s nothing else left but the ashes
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| From all this weed I blow to all these drinks I pour
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| There ain’t nothing else left but the ashes
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| I feel like I don’t want to feel shit (I don’t want to feel shit)
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| I feel like I don’t want to feel shit (I don’t want to feel shit)
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| I feel like I don’t want to feel shit (I don’t want to feel shit)
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| I feel like I don’t want to feel shit (I don’t want to feel shit)
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| And I can’t be sober when I’m alone
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| A hundred missed calls in my phone
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| I’m havin' withdrawals, leave me alone
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| Leave me alone, I feel it in my bones, I hide it all inside
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| Jelly Roll verse: |