| I be going through this again, through this again
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| Quit for a week and I drink again, I drink again
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| They flexing on their Instagram, their Instagram
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| Go ahead, ask me if I give a damn, I don’t give a damn
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| 'Cause I been tryna make it, make it, make it out
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| But I’m losing my patience, patience, patience now
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| There is no one that can save me, save me, save me now
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| I’m something like an angel with no halo now
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| And that’s fuck up
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| Though luck got me feeling like I’m losin' grip
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| Or who’s to say, I’m used to the stupid shit
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| Fans say I’m on fire like my fuse is lit
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| But all these fake ass rappers got you convinced, uh
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| I’m feeling sea sick, no ocean
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| Like fuck a remix, it’s that dough shit
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| Take my drink off the coast and I’m coastin'
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| I’m closest to really being me when this Patron hits
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| It so depending, got no potential
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| I go so demented when I hold this pencil
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| Like I wrote a letter to my older self
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| And I told him don’t make friends
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| And do it all yourself
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| But he won’t listen
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| He’s busy making music for the sake of it
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| Too worried 'bout a buzz and what they’ll think of it
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| He’s just scared and unaware of what patience is
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| I’m tryna make amends 'cause I was crazy then
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| I be going through this again, through this again
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| Quit for a week and I drink again, I drink again
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| They flexing on their Instagram, their Instagram
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| Go ahead, ask me if I give a damn, I don’t give a damn
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| And I ain’t wanna take this, take this, take this route
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| It’s time for you to face it, face it, face it now
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| They build you up to break you, break you, break you down
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| So I love the fact they hate me, hate me, hate me now
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| I got my face in my palm when I’m by myself
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| Staring at the bottle like a shot might help
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| I wasn’t even at the table
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| When the cards got dealt
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| I can see my phone ringing, sorry not right now
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| I got work to do
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| They’re sayin' Merk’s the truth
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| If you ain’t heard the news then you should search the tube
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| But I’m human, they forget that I’m a person too
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| See you purchased yours
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| I really earned my views, yah
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| I been swimming in this water, and it’s toxic
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| I been feeling like a martyr in this mosh pit
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| But I’m really like a mobster on some boss shit
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| You’re not chill, I’m smart
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| I’m never caught up in the nonsense
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| Fuck a blogger or a top-5 list
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| Ray Charles in the ring
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| You ain’t got no hits
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| Watch 'em climb to the top just to fall like bricks
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| Next year I’ll have a hundred thousand on my wrist, yo
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| I be going through this again, through this again
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| Quit for a week and I drink again, I drink again
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| They flexing on their Instagram, their Instagram
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| Go ahead, ask me if I give a damn, I don’t give a damn
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| 'Cause I been tryna make it, make it, make it out
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| But I’m losing my patience, patience, patience now
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| There is no one that can save me, save me, save me now
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| I’m something like an angel with no halo now
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| I be going through this again, through this again
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| Quit for a week and I drink again, I drink again
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| They flexing on their Instagram, their Instagram
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| Go ahead, ask me if I give a damn, I don’t give a damn
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| Leave me alone, I’m far too gone
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| Don’t call my phone
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| I’m not at home |