![Man in the Mirror - Merkules, Evil Ebenezer](https://cdn.muztext.com/i/3284756404363925347.jpg)
Date of issue: 29.03.2018
Age restrictions: 18+
Record label: BMG Rights Management (US), Merkules, RBC
Song language: English
Man in the Mirror |
Ebenezer |
I know times have changed |
People come and go these days |
Now I’m asking myself |
Who’s the man in the mirror? |
And will I always feel alone? |
Never feel like I’m at home |
Looking at myself |
Who’s this man in the mirror? |
Who’s this man in the mirror? |
Merkules |
'Cause I don’t even recognize me |
All the voices in my head won’t let a guy be |
I’m so stressed out that I better try and breathe |
But I can’t cause I been so fed up, I’m weak |
Fuck that, we gon' rise from this shit |
Put my life on the line, I would die for this shit |
Always been the outcast, now I’m the misfit |
I’ll be busy doing me by the time they get it but. |
Now they tell that my music too deep |
How am I suppose to write happy when I always lose sleep? |
Six in the mornin' I’m tryna go through new beats |
'Til I look in the mirror and then I wonder who’s he? |
And why’s he always lookin' at me funny? |
I don’t care about the pussy, I don’t care about the money |
I don’t care about the clothes, I just care about the shows |
I don’t care about the fake-friends actin' like my buddies |
I was 15 screamin' out makaveli |
And now I’m 25 stuck with this constant headache |
These insecurities hurtin' me everyday |
I been starin' in the mirror, I should learn to walk away |
But I can’t, what the fuck’s with that? |
All I can think about is my mom and dad |
And all the shit I’ve put 'em through |
When I was young and reckless |
Weeks turn to minutes and the months to seconds |
I can’t believe all the wrong that I did |
So I drink myself into a bottomless pit |
Lookin' in the mirror like I won’t fall for your shit |
'Til the hangover show up in the mornin' 'cause I did |
Huh, who would of thought? |
I hope the angel on my shoulder start provin' me wrong |
Cause til then I’ll be back stage movin' along |
Battlin' these demons til the 26 is gone |
I’m sayin' |
I’m way too sorry for myself |
And I’m rollin' all this weed up, hopin' it will help |
And if it doesn’t, then fuck it, I’m out of options |
I feel it in my bones, it’s been pressin' on my conscience |
I don’t mean to get carried away |
But I’ve been fuckin' myself up in various ways |
Every mornin' is a start to a terrible day |
And I don’t wanna be another fuckin' charity case |
I kick and tear up a stage, I’m tryna bring in a profit |
Drink away the pain in the shitty appartment |
More money, mo' problems, I guess |
And I feel like it’s not worth the cost of the stress |
But, I’ma keep truckin' I’m a soldier |
Keepin' my composure while dodgin' all these boulders |
I had no drive when the tank was empty |
All the hate and envy has been placed against me |
And I can’t seem to figure it all out |
But I’ma keep on pushing forward |
Trust nobody but myself, no |
I never thought I knew the man that’s in the mirror |
Until I stopped making excuses |
Now it couldn’t be more clear, yeah |
Ebenezer |
Name | Year |
---|---|
Chasing Rabbits ft. Merkules | 2016 |
LowKey ft. Twista | 2021 |
Avoiding Mirrors ft. Jelly Roll, Merkules | 2020 |
Bass ft. Tech N9ne, Hopsin | 2019 |
5 AM ft. Futuristic, Merkules | 2020 |
Forever Alone ft. Evil Ebenezer | 2020 |
L.A.S.H. ft. Snak the Ripper | 2013 |
This Again | 2018 |
Apply Pressure ft. Kevin Gates | 2020 |
Nerves | 2021 |
Look Like a Criminal ft. Merkules | 2015 |
On Top ft. Jelly Roll, Rittz | 2019 |
Way Down | 2017 |
Eyelidz ft. Evil Ebenezer | 2020 |
Save Us ft. Snak the Ripper | 2015 |
Phonk (Leave It On The Flo! Pt. 2) ft. Merkules, Scru Face Jean | 2020 |
Microphone Killa II ft. Merkules | 2020 |
Noise ft. DAX | 2019 |
New Kidz On The Blok ft. Token, TJ Brown, Big Kurt | 2016 |
Death Wish ft. The Game | 2020 |