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Date of issue: 11.11.2020
Song language: English
Forever Alone |
I’ve been tryna drown out all these voices |
But lately they don’t got nowhere to go |
I guess I’m a product of bad choices |
But lately I don’t want all that to show |
I was gone for a minute, but I’m back now |
Take a blunt to the face then I pass out |
I’mma keep it lowkey in the background |
Quick flex, got a check then I cash out |
I’m hearing voices, these voices won’t ever shut up |
I can’t ignore 'em, I’m pourin' shots till the sun up |
I thought I told you I’ve mostly been just a fuck up |
Don’t let no snakes in my circle, I never trust 'em |
Workin' hard on my self improvement |
Swear to God I’ll invent the blueprint |
I told 'em all I’m the next to do this |
I’ve been on the winning team and the rest are stupid |
Sometimes I get down on myself |
Because I work too hard to fuck with anybody else |
This rap shit is a full time job and I work round the clock |
I ain’t took nights off, I’m the bad guy |
Notice how the good guys lost |
Wordsmith for the verses, the hooks don’t stop |
Did dirt since birth when I pushed too hard |
To let any of you motherfuckers take my spot, it’s Merk |
I’ve been tryna drown out all these voices |
But lately they don’t got nowhere to go |
I guess I’m a product of bad choices |
But lately I don’t want all that to show |
I’m just tryna live in the moment |
But someday’s life can seem out of control |
It feels like I’m drownin' in the ocean |
I guess I’ll always be forever alone |
Truth is I got a slight disorder |
Really tryna get my life in order |
Gotta do it for wife and daughter |
I keep working at night, I’m a loner |
Real talk, I’ve been prayin' lots |
Stuck in my head with these crazy thoughts |
Tryna figure out when the pain will stop |
I don’t give a fuck if they hate or not |
Hard to deal with the phony friends |
No idea where this road will end |
Fucked up mind is so intense |
I drink and I smoke because I codepend |
Don’t tell me how I gotta gain success |
Don’t you know life’s a game of chess? |
Y’all are wastin' breath, time to fake your death |
Watch out, the stress might break your neck |
Days get harder and nights get darker |
Still gotta conquer and fight my problems |
I’m diggin' deep man, I gotta be honest |
I’m feelin' exhausted, had it and lost it |
Me and Merk, we came up together |
We put in work, now they fuckin' fed up |
We run this shit man, ain’t no better |
This road is long, it don’t last forever |
I know I made some bad calls lately |
But I won’t let the pressure break me |
Talkin' to to myself like I’m crazy |
No matter where I’m goin' I’m forever alone |
I’ve been tryna drown out all these voices |
But lately they don’t got nowhere to go |
I guess I’m a product of bad choices |
But lately I don’t want all that to show |
I’m just tryna live in the moment |
But someday’s life can seem out of control |
It feels like I’m drownin' in the ocean |
I guess I’ll always be forever alone |
Don’t you know, don’t you know… |
I’m forever alone… |
Name | Year |
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Chasing Rabbits ft. Merkules | 2016 |
LowKey ft. Twista | 2021 |
Avoiding Mirrors ft. Jelly Roll, Merkules | 2020 |
Bass ft. Tech N9ne, Hopsin | 2019 |
5 AM ft. Futuristic, Merkules | 2020 |
L.A.S.H. ft. Snak the Ripper | 2013 |
This Again | 2018 |
Apply Pressure ft. Kevin Gates | 2020 |
Nerves | 2021 |
Look Like a Criminal ft. Merkules | 2015 |
On Top ft. Jelly Roll, Rittz | 2019 |
Way Down | 2017 |
Eyelidz ft. Evil Ebenezer | 2020 |
Save Us ft. Snak the Ripper | 2015 |
Phonk (Leave It On The Flo! Pt. 2) ft. Merkules, Scru Face Jean | 2020 |
Microphone Killa II ft. Merkules | 2020 |
Noise ft. DAX | 2019 |
Man in the Mirror ft. Evil Ebenezer | 2018 |
New Kidz On The Blok ft. Token, TJ Brown, Big Kurt | 2016 |
Death Wish ft. The Game | 2020 |