
Date of issue: 31.12.2002
Song language: English
Mea Culpa |
I have died inside, my heart is subdued |
I have despoiled all I hold most true |
What remains of me is but a shell |
An outer vision of an inner hell |
I can never make this up to you |
But I will never stop trying to |
No matter how great the final cost |
I can’t yet believe that the fight is lost |
Mea culpa |
Mea maxima culpa |
Forgive me, for I have sinned |
There is nothing I can do or say |
To lift the weight of the guilt from me |
No thought or word is left untouched |
Everything reminds me of my fall |
Never more to stray from the righteous path |
And to temptation in scorn to laugh |
This is my desire |
My only need |
For you to forgive this ill-thought deed |
My spirits they are flagging |
My moral standards gone |
Plunged into this darkness |
In turmoil thrown |
Shaken by the depth of my descent |
Is it too late for a sinner to repent? |
I have been blind but you have to see |
That we must walk together from this nether world |
Even in this weakness my faith in you is strong |
I believe you can look beyond this wrong |
Mea culpa |
Mea maxima culpa |
Forgive me, for I have sinned |
There is nothing I can do or say |
To lift the weight of the guilt from me |
No thought or word is left untouched |
Everything reminds me of my fall |
Never more to stray from the righteous path |
And to temptation in scorn to laugh |
This is my desire |
My only need |
For you to forgive this ill-thought deed |
The truth of what we were I have seen too late |
Torn apart and cursed by my rising self-hate |
In this act most hateful I put us to the test |
I will see the strength of your love confessed |
No more am I the servant of slavish lust |
I feel stripped and flayed by my self-disgust |
To the raging furies I am laid bare |
And in truth, about myself I do not care |
Mea culpa |
Mea maxima culpa |
Forgive me, for I have sinned |
There is nothing I can do or say |
To lift the weight of the guilt from me |
No thought or word is left untouched |
Everything reminds me of my fall |
Never more to stray from the righteous path |
And to temptation in scorn to laugh |
This is my desire |
My only need |
For you to forgive this ill-thought deed |
And I never meant to hurt you |
I never thought I could |
In this deceitful world |
I wanted to be true |
And I never meant to hurt you |
I never thought I could |
In this deceitful world |
I am also untrue |