| Father forgive me for you know that I am always sinning
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| I take no interest partying with liquor, fucking up my system
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| Excuse my language that’s a hang up on how shitty I been feeling
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| I’m sorry I feel no attraction I know that it’s been a minute
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| Yeah
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| All I do is sit in my house by myself
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| By my wealth
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| And I wonder if anybody really care about my wellbeing
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| Like, if I die would anybody really come out seeking? |
| (For me?)
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| It’s been a while since my phone rang
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| Think I’m about to start a motherfuckin' loner gang
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| But it would only be myself
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| Man I wish that I could fly away
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| Book a one-way ticket to the better days
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| Back then when I would suck in all my classes
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| I could see my friends with forced interactions
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| But we graduated, now they got jobs and they’re busy
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| I’m just playing Xbox and I feel shitty
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| Man I don’t wanna say it man this shit is formulaic
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| I wake up then I go right back to bed an then replay it
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| Music used to be my escape
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| Now it’s a nightmare
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| I pray to God but he don’t answer my prayers
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| But I’m living
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| Been growing up
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| Spotify blowing up
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| I should be happy, right?
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| I should keep rapping, right?
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| My fans’ll be clapping, right?
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| If I didn’t try none of this would’ve happened, right?
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| Yeah
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| I got kids who looking up to me to be a role model
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| Feel like I let 'em down when I down another bottle
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| So I put down the bottle
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| All I do it sit inside my house all day
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| Sometimes I wanna change
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| But I don’t ever change, no, no
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| All I do it sit inside my house all day
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| Sometimes I wanna change
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| But I don’t ever change, no, no |