| Father forgive me for you know that I am always sinning | 
| I take no interest partying with liquor, fucking up my system | 
| Excuse my language that’s a hang up on how shitty I been feeling | 
| I’m sorry I feel no attraction I know that it’s been a minute | 
| Yeah | 
| All I do is sit in my house by myself | 
| By my wealth | 
| And I wonder if anybody really care about my wellbeing | 
| Like, if I die would anybody really come out seeking? | 
| (For me?) | 
| It’s been a while since my phone rang | 
| Think I’m about to start a motherfuckin' loner gang | 
| But it would only be myself | 
| Man I wish that I could fly away | 
| Book a one-way ticket to the better days | 
| Back then when I would suck in all my classes | 
| I could see my friends with forced interactions | 
| But we graduated, now they got jobs and they’re busy | 
| I’m just playing Xbox and I feel shitty | 
| Man I don’t wanna say it man this shit is formulaic | 
| I wake up then I go right back to bed an then replay it | 
| Music used to be my escape | 
| Now it’s a nightmare | 
| I pray to God but he don’t answer my prayers | 
| But I’m living | 
| Been growing up | 
| Spotify blowing up | 
| I should be happy, right? | 
| I should keep rapping, right? | 
| My fans’ll be clapping, right? | 
| If I didn’t try none of this would’ve happened, right? | 
| Yeah | 
| I got kids who looking up to me to be a role model | 
| Feel like I let 'em down when I down another bottle | 
| So I put down the bottle | 
| All I do it sit inside my house all day | 
| Sometimes I wanna change | 
| But I don’t ever change, no, no | 
| All I do it sit inside my house all day | 
| Sometimes I wanna change | 
| But I don’t ever change, no, no |