Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song ADDICTION , by - Josh A. Release date: 04.11.2021
Song language: English
ADDICTION |
| And I don’t even know how I got this far |
| Don’t even bother tryna save me |
| I don’t like the drugs, but the drugs like me |
| Everything I want, but I’m still dying |
| Even when I’m down, know I’m still trying |
| I’m not really living, I’m just surviving |
| I’ve been lookin' for my purpose again |
| And I’m barely hangin' on by a thread |
| It’s been gettin' too hard to pretend |
| I just wanna let go of my sins |
| Callin' out for help, but I don’t got no one to talk to |
| Try to be a better man, but it always falls through |
| I’m feelin' like a disappointment, I’m hearin' voices |
| I’ve been on the edge again |
| And you know it’s hard to be myself sometimes when I only want what’s worse for |
| me |
| And I hate when I became, now I’m so stressed out |
| Tried to medicate to push these thoughts out |
| All alone, I don’t wanna need these pills to function |
| I supply my own destruction |
| I wish life came with instructions |
| Maybe then I’d finally change |
| I don’t like the drugs, but the drugs like me |
| Everything I want, but I’m still dying |
| Even when I’m down, know I’m still trying |
| I’m not really living, I’m just surviving |
| I’ve been lookin' for my purpose again |
| And I’m barely hangin' on by a thread |
| It’s been gettin' too hard to pretend |
| I just wanna let go of my sins |
| Withdrawals, they go on and on |
| It’s been so long, but I’m hangin' on |
| And I’ve been lettin' the ones down that love me |
| I just push 'em away |
| 'Cause I don’t even know myself or who I am |
| These days embrace pain to try and feel something |
| And I don’t even know how I got this far |
| Don’t even bother tryna save me |
| All alone, I don’t wanna need these pills to function |
| I supply my own destruction |
| I wish life came with instructions |
| Maybe then I’d finally change |
| I don’t like the drugs, but the drugs like me |
| Everything I want, but I’m still dying |
| Even when I’m down, know I’m still trying |
| I’m not really living, I’m just surviving |
| I’ve been lookin' for my purpose again |
| And I’m barely hangin' on by a thread |
| It’s been gettin' too hard to pretend |
| I just wanna let go of my sins |