Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song Suicidal Thoughts , by - Josh A. Song from the album Better off Dead, in the genre Рэп и хип-хопRelease date: 29.11.2017
Age restrictions: 18+
Record label: Tunecore
Suicidal Thoughts |
| I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fucking die |
| I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright |
| But every day I feel like dying |
| Every day I feel like dying (Dying) |
| Why do I even try? |
| Why do I even write lyrics about how I'm living the life when I'm battling pain and my demons at night |
| Trying to find a new outlet |
| The devil pouncin' |
| I hear him howlin', my vision cloudin' |
| Man I tried to escape but there ain't no way |
| Try to be strong when I deal with the pain, yuh |
| But I'm ditching the coffin, so my family has options |
| Gotta work till' I'm dead |
| So that they get the best |
| Don't wanna set up a bad example cause kids looking up |
| Can't leave in shambles can't make them think clocking out's ok |
| So fuck suicide I'm here to stay |
| Try to free my mind |
| I don't know what's right |
| Wasting all my time, tryna find the light |
| Try to free my mind |
| I don't know what's right |
| Wasting all my time, tryna find the light, nah, man |
| I'll be out here runnin', I'll be runnin' from myself now |
| Gunnin' demons down find my way out of this hell now |
| I'll be runnin' now, I'll be runnin' from myself now |
| Gunnin' demons down, find my way out of this hell now |
| [Chorus: Jake Hill] |
| I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fucking die |
| I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright |
| But every day I feel like dying |
| Every day I feel like dying (Dying) |
| One too many bad thoughts inside me |
| Got a hole in my heart put the past behind me |
| I'm pressed with time, I'm stressed with life, my breath is ice |
| I guess I might just bottle it up some more just like always |
| Barely standing, crawling down the hallways |
| Sink into my bed, with death inside my head |
| Yeah, that note you found I didn't mean it |
| Just wish I had a better sense of meaning |
| Never meant to let you down |
| I've been down and now racing thoughts had to drown them out, fuck! |
| Never giving in I swear to god, no matter how many times I pray to a god |
| I don't believe in just to see if I will never wake up |
| But he called my bluff |
| Try to free my mind |
| I don't know what's right |
| Wasting all my time, tryna find the light |
| Try to free my mind |
| I don't know what's right |
| Wasting all my time, tryna find the light, nah, man |
| I'll be out here runnin', I'll be runnin' from myself now |
| Gunnin' demons down find my way out of this hell now |
| I'll be runnin' now, I'll be runnin' from myself now |
| Gunnin' demons down, find my way out of this hell now |
| I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fucking die |
| I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright |
| But every day I feel like dying |
| Every day I feel like dying (Dying) |
| I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fucking die |
| I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright |
| But every day I feel like dying |
| Every day I feel like dying (Dying) |