Lyrics state of mind - Iamjakehill

state of mind

I thought I had it all figured out
I had to burn some bridges down
Don’t want the world to see me now
Another lonely night that I fall inside my head (Get it together)
Then I crawl inside my bed (I'm like whatever)
I don’t care if I wake up
This shit sucks
Got a bag that’s packed and I’ll test my luck
I’m cliché, look, another sad song
And I’ve got the freeway in my sights
Can I get some leeway even if I’m dead wrong?
I don’t wanna say goodbye, but tonight I’m desperate
So how do I learn to love myself if I hate everything else?
Is anybody thre to watch me drown?
Don’t help, I’v been beating myself down
Why do I even try?
What a waste of time
I really gotta shake that state of mind
I feel like I’ve been buried alive
I’m running out of time
I put a tough face on, don’t give me questions
I wander everywhere I go with no direction
Don’t see the point, I’ve been feeling paranoid
Try and drown out all the noise
I can’t handle my emotions
Something’s gotta give
These words will only get me so far
I scream out into nothing