| Last night, again,
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| you were in my dreams.
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| Several expendable limbs were at stake.
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| You were a prince, spinning rims,
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| all sentiments indian-given
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| and half-baked.
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| I was brought
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| in on a palanquin
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| made of the many bodies
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| of beautiful women.
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| Brought to this place, to be examined,
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| swaying on an elephant:
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| a princess of India.
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| We both want the very same thing.
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| We are praying
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| I am the one to save you.
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| But you don’t even own
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| your own violence.
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| Run away from home--
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| your beard is still blue
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| with the loneliness of you mighty men,
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| with your jaws, and fists, and guitars,
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| and pens, and your sugarlip,
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| but I’ve never been to the firepits
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| with you mighty men.
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| Who made you this way?
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| Who made you this way?
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| Who is going to bear
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| your beautiful children?
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| Do you think you can just stop,
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| when you’re ready for a change?
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| Who will take care of you
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| when you’re old and dying?
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| You burn in the Mekong,
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| to prove your worth.
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| Go long! |
| Go long!
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| Right over the edge of the earth!
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| You have been wronged,
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| tore up since birth.
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| You have done harm.
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| Others have done worse.
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| Will you tuck your shirt?
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| Will you leave it loose?
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| You are badly hurt.
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| You’re a silly goose.
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| You are caked in mud,
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| and in blood, and worse.
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| Chew your bitter cud.
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| Grope your little nurse.
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| Do you know why
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| my ankles are bound in gauze?
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| (sickly dressage:
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| a princess of Kentucky)?
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| In the middle of the woods
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| (which were the probable cause),
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| we danced in the lodge
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| like two panting monkeys.
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| I will give you a call, for one last hurrah.
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| And if this tale is tall, forgive my scrambling.
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| But you keep palming along the wall,
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| moving at a blind crawl,
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| but always rambling.
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| Wolf-spider, crouch in your funnel nest.
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| If I knew you, once,
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| now I know you less.
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| In the sinking sand,
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| where we’ve come to rest,
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| have I had a hand in your loneliness?
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| When you leave me alone
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| in this old palace of yours,
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| it starts to get to me. |
| I take to walking.
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| What a woman does is open doors.
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| And it is not a question of locking
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| or unlocking.
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| Well, I have never seen
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| such a terrible room--
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| gilded with the gold teeth
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| of the women who loved you!
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| Now, though I die,
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| Magpie, this I bequeath:
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| by any other name,
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| a Jay is still blue
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| with the loneliness
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| of you mighty men,
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| with your mighty kiss
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| that might never end,
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| while, so far away,
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| in the seat of the West,
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| burns the fount
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| of the heat
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| of that loneliness.
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| There’s a man
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| who only will speak in code,
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| backing slowly, slowly down the road.
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| May he master everything
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| that such men may know
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| about loving, and then letting go. |