
Date of issue: 21.11.2019
Song language: English
Life Wasted |
Lost in a jaundiced haze |
I wake alone in dejection |
Floating through this void of life |
Trying so hard to forget those times I meant nothing |
Trying to find some reason to move on… |
My youth has been so hopelessly wasted in such loathsome ennui that I find an |
absence where I used to belong… |
A place to run away |
Where I can lose myself, finding a brief moment of respite from the weight of |
sadness that still weighs on my soul |
There are no words out there in the noise of the city |
Here, I am protected, staying inside, wasting my days sleeping like I was |
already dead |
Sheltered from the dirt, everything in uncertainty, I wander with nobody |
Nothing really matters, when entropy saturates each moment of fleeting repose |
Being lost inside my own head, with numbed veins, I left myself so dull and |
hollow; |
my embers of passion extinguished in my tears |
No tomorrow… no future… just a waste of being… their lives will be better |
without me… |