
Date of issue: 14.10.2015
Song language: English
I Wish I Wasn't Awake |
I force myself to sleep |
It’s useless |
Hopelessness burns my throat |
the thin damp sheets |
feel so heavy |
I lost the value of this life |
wishing to never wake again |
into this painful nothingness |
Where promises rot |
colors fade and flowers wilt |
My body aches |
I am so tired of the thoughts and whispers |
that pollute my tears |
An inescapable emptiness |
if only I could persevere |
to be more than a dimly lit memory |
lost in stillness |
The days are my sighs |
this bed my solace |
I can’t even begin to recall |
the number of times |
I wish I wasn’t awake… |