Song information On this page you can find the lyrics of the song First Trimester, artist - Illogic. Album song Celestial Clockwork, in the genre Иностранный рэп и хип-хоп
Date of issue: 12.04.2004
Record label: Illogic
Song language: English
First Trimester |
I love her now, and even after death |
she’s my breath |
the only other close to my heart? |
my mother |
I’m scared, but prepared to give my child what I was never given, a life |
with its father and its mother, its wife |
I know realize my eyes see the horizon |
I’m no longer looking for a kaleidoscope to climb in accepting my scenery, my fate parallel to grace |
I know I’m in love every time my eyes touch her face |
I love him, but I’m not ready to spring a life into this world |
I’m only 17, myself still a little girl |
I need my family too much to lose them for him |
but I need him by my side also, I’ll have his baby someday |
he’s the only one I see in my future, but now’s not the time |
we still have things to experience and live out our lives |
I can’t do it, I’ve decided. |
I’m only two months now |
but how can I tell the love of my life that I’ve murdered his child? |
alone she sits, with oceans of regret soaking optics |
heart ripped to shreds with visions of a dead sea |
no words can emerge from voice box to explain |
the understood hate that seemed to fuel his pain |
his vital organ pounds till his chest starts to vibrate |
emotions unusual trapped in delusional mind state |
he knows not what to feel, or what to say |
how to react to the fact of, should he leave or should he stay? |
a cloud of sorrow hovers above the two broken spirits |
without a clue |
gloom so thick that love can’t shine through |
he’s thinkin, here I stand, face to face with my angel |
as the blood of our child soaks her hands |
the hate I hold is a product of the love she evokes |
so in an obscure way, I understand |
with arms outstretched, she lies his head upon her chest |
and she cries and continues to apologize |
you know that I love you (I love you) |
and you won’t be to blame if after this action, you never utter my name |
but I need time to mature before I give birth |
we need time to explore and find what we’re worth |
one day I’ll have your seed |
even if the sun rays burn out and the starlight bleeds |
their eyes meet, and lips touch |
I love yous are exchanged |
and eyes lock till tear ducts flood with rivers of pain |
love won’t let them leave, there was a hold on his heart |
as much as my death hurt, it couldn’t tear them apart |
so now I rest on clouds with other aborted missions |
I forgive you and understand the purpose of your decision |
I hope this story of my life hits the depth of many souls |
and when you want to tell me you love me, you don’t have to cause I know |