| Memories consume like opening the wound
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| I'm picking me apart again
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| You all assume I'm safe here in my room
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| Unless I try to start again
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| I don't want to be the one the battles always choose
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| 'Cause inside, I realize that I'm the one confused
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| I don't know what's worth fighting for
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| Or why I have to scream
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| I don't know why I instigate
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| And say what I don't mean
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| I don't know how I got this way
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| I know it's not alright
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| So I'm breaking the habit
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| I'm breaking the habit tonight
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| Clutching my cure, I tightly lock the door
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| I try to catch my breath again
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| I hurt much more than anytime before
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| I had no options left again
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| [Pre-Chorus]
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| I don't want to be the one the battles always choose
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| 'Cause inside, I realize that I'm the one confused
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| I don't know what's worth fighting for
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| Or why I have to scream
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| I don't know why I instigate
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| And say what I don't mean
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| I don't know how I got this way
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| I'll never be alright
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| So I'm breaking the habit
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| I'm breaking the habit tonight
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| I'll paint it on the walls
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| 'Cause I'm the one at fault
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| I'll never fight again
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| And this is how it ends
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| I don't know what's worth fighting for
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| Or why I have to scream
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| But now I have some clarity
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| To show you what I mean
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| I don't know how I got this way
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| I'll never be alright
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| So I'm breaking the habit
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| I'm breaking the habit
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| I'm breaking the habit tonight |