Lyrics ashes - Hamilton

ashes

I don’t want this life, you can fucking have it
It’s hard to wake up from the overwhelming sadness
Need to numb the pain, I take my bong and pack it, or
I roll it up it disappears like magic
Only thing remaining is the fucking ashes
Scattered on the ground just like how my head is
Wanna take the gun and blow it all to pieces
Never gave a fuck cause this life has no meaning
I know I’m already crazy
Fake friends, they would never try to save me
Smile to my face then they just betray me
Should I let the angels or the devil take me
Drag me down to hell
Already took my soul, ain’t nothing left to sell
Already hate myself and you could probably tell
I don’t like it here, please take me somewhere else
Wanna dissapear, I wanna run away
Take the memories, erase them from my brain
Life is boring, everyday is just the same
I feel broken but I don’t know what to say
I don’t know what to say
Introverted, yeah I need my fucking space
Please don’t ask if I’m okay
I’ll just say I’m fine but I never change
I don’t want this life, you can fucking have it
It’s hard to wake up from the overwhelming sadness
Need to numb the pain, I take my bong and pack it, or
I roll it up it disappears like magic
Magic, burn it all to ashes
Wanted love now I wish I never had it
Do these drugs cause our world is full of madness
Nothing matters, it’s kinda tragic
I’ve been living life with a deathwish
Razors on my wrist, noose around my neck bitch
Always tired, always fighting my own feelings
I have a sick mind, it’s not healing