Lyrics when i think about it all - Hamilton

when i think about it all

Going insane
Imma fiend
I can’t fucking stop it
Always staring at my screen
I wanna drop it down
When i think about it all
I wanna end it
Always messy in my head
I’m feeling manic now
Always lonely and confused
I don’t know what the fuck to do
All my friends keep falling through
But now i know that’s nothing new
Bitch i made it by myself
I don’t need your fucking help
I’ll be better off in hell
Always hiding in my shell
Wishing i was someone else
Oh well, oh well
I’m just playing with the cards
That i was dealt
Always gamble with my life
This game is do or die
So i roll the fucking dice
And you can’t live it twice
So i’m up like everynight
I wanna feel alive
But i know i’m not alright
I know i’m not alright
Going insane
Imma fiend
I can’t fucking stop it
Always staring at my screen
I wanna drop it down
When i think about it all
I wanna end it
Always messy in my head
I’m feeling manic now
Always lonely and confused
I don’t know what the fuck to do
All my friends keep falling through
But now i know that’s nothing new