Lyrics past life - Hamilton

past life

From the bottom of my cold heart
You know I loved you
Put you in my past life
That’s what the drugs do
Acid on a cold night
Fucking freezing
Oh my god
I’m so high
Think I’m peaking
I’m going the distance
Just gotta stay consistent
They would never listen
But now they treat me different
It’s because I’m glo’d up
Gave it all my focus
You gotta work your hardest
If you want people to notice
No days off I’m never sleeping
Writing songs in my head
While I’m dreaming
All my life I’m stuck
Searching for a meaning
Wish I gave a fuck
I can’t find a reason
I can’t find a reason
Bitch I’m smoking trees
And I’m so clueless
Does she love me
Or she leaving
Oh that’s perfect
That’s exactly what I needed
A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated
A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated x4
A broken heart
I’m rolling hard
In the night
And I’m looking at the stars
Took my life
And she ripped it all apart
I put it back
But you can see the scars
You can see the scars
All the pain inside my eyes
I’m just another kid
That’s tortured by his mind
Thought of getting out
Like 1000 fucking times
I can barely breathe
But I just say I’m fine
I just say I’m fine
Anxiety inside
Makes it hard to sleep at night
Smoking get me right
Gets me out head
You talking shit to me
But I’m in your bitches bed
In between her legs
I be going stupid
I’m ruthless
Go behind my back
I’ll leave you toothless
Leave you looking useless
Like bro what are you doing
Your whole life a lie
Say you winning but you losing
From the bottom of my cold heart
You know I loved you
Put you in my past life
That’s what the drugs do
Acid on a cold night
I’m fucking freezing
Oh my god
I’m so high
I think I’m peaking