Translation of the song lyrics Alıştım - Gülden Karaböcek

Alıştım (original)

Duyarsan aglama canim sevgilim
Ben her gün ölüp dirilmeye alistim
Bazen sehirlerde bazen köylerde
Bir yirtik resminle aramaya alistim
Dediler ask için yakma kendini
Bilmezler içimdeki sevgimi
Sana baglamisim ben gençligimi
Derbeder etsende sürünmeye alistim
Karanlik gecelerin sessizliginde
Geçiyorum kendimden can kalmaz bende
Bazen vadilrde bazen çöllerd
Ismini haykirip aglamaya alistim
Bir garip asigim sevdim gönülden
Felek yar etmedi seni aldi elimden
Derdim yetmez gibi elin dilinden
Her gün bin bir türlü söyleyene alistim
Gücüm yetmez dag basinda kalirsam
Ferhat gibi kayalari delersem
Kerem olur asklarla yanarsam
Bagrimi daglayan kora alistim

Alıştım (translation)

If you hear, don't cry my dear
I'm used to dying and being resurrected every day
Sometimes in cities, sometimes in villages
I used to search with a picture of your ripped
They said don't burn yourself for love
They don't know my love inside
I tied my youth to you
I'm used to crawling even if you smash
In the silence of dark nights
I'm going through myself, I won't be alive
Sometimes in valleys, sometimes in deserts
I got used to shouting and crying your name
I have a strange love, I loved it wholeheartedly
Felek didn't help, took you away from me
As if I don't have enough trouble from the tongue of the hand
I'm used to those who say a thousand and one every day
I can't afford it, if I stay at the top of the mountain
If I drill rocks like Ferhat
It would be nice if I burn with love
I got the chorus that broke my heart