
Date of issue: 29.07.2021
Song language: English
DONT TEST ME |
Chatter in my head |
Think it’s Lucifer again |
Constantly wishing I had a different life instead |
I regret ever believing any word you said |
I feel weak, I feel useless, I don’t matter yeah |
Constant battles with my demons |
They be beating me |
Here’s a thought: |
They can’t hurt me if I’m fucking dead |
I’m truly hurt, truly lost, truly over shit |
They won’t miss you till you gone, sad truth but yeah |
You t-t-t-told me you’d be here till the very end |
Wll I’m at mine, where you at? |
You a lying bitch |
I fucking blamd myself for the shit you put me through |
Manipulated me into feeling sorry for the shit you did |
It wasn’t ever really me |
You knew what you was doing speaking fake love to me |
Told me that I don’t gotta worry, cause you’ll be with me |
You took the xans away to be the reason that I take em |
And that’s the worst part of it |
You wasn’t there when it came down to it |
Put the act away or really act on it |
What did you gain from all of the bullshit lies and the tales? |
I want you to feel lost like I did but you’ll never care |