Song information On this page you can find the lyrics of the song Change My Past, artist - From Ashes to New. Album song Panic, in the genre
Date of issue: 27.08.2020
Record label: Better Noise
Song language: English
Change My Past |
It never goes away |
I’m always looking back |
Am I ever gonna change, ever gonna change |
Change my past |
Feeling a type of way bout the past that I run from |
Night and day fade to black when I’m undone |
I feel lost constantly exhausted |
Double crossed still haunted by the monster I once was |
And when the suns gone and there’s no escape |
I feel the darkness take shape and show face |
There’s no place I never feel safe |
There’s no change hope fades and I’ll never be okay |
Never be the same but I always feel close to |
Losing everything it’s almost like I’m supposed to |
I chose you let you in and gave you a home to |
Become a part of me but now I’m looking to ghost you |
I hoped you disappear but your attached |
I painted the mirror I tried breaking the glass |
I see my face in the cracks a refraction I’m abstract |
Can’t run from the past but I’m keeping my bags packed |
It never goes away |
I’m always looking back |
Am I ever gonna change, ever gonna change |
Change my past |
I’ll never be ok |
I’m seconds from collapse |
Am I ever gonna change, ever gonna change |
Change my past |
Gone is the vessel now there’s nothing inside me |
And God and the devil are the voices behind me |
But they lie designing blue skies |
While they guide me to a pasture where nobody will find me |
Down a road that I’m hoping to steer through |
To a home I thought left in the rear view |
To a weird room nothing to peer through |
Doors shut curtains drawn nobody can hear you |
All this time I’ve been holding myself hostage |
My hands tied and a blindfolded conscience |
Brainwashed and overly cautious |
I’m talking to myself in the cell that we’re locked in |
A situation I’m dying for some relief |
Negotiating the terms for my release |
I find keys to set myself free then history repeats |
Nothing can save me |
It never goes away |
I’m always looking back |
Am I ever gonna change, ever gonna change |
Change my past |
I’ll never be ok |
I’m seconds from collapse |
Am I ever gonna change, ever gonna change |
Change my past |
And I would be nothing without you |
And all that you made me (all that you made me) |
And I would be nothing without you |
And how you destroy me (you always destroy me) |
It never goes away |
I’m always looking back |
Am I ever gonna change, ever gonna change |
Change my past |
I’ll never be ok |
I’m seconds from collapse |
Am I ever gonna change, ever gonna change |
Change my past |