Translation of the song lyrics Ni contigo ni sin ti - Fangoria

Ni contigo ni sin ti (original)

Padecer o por contra ser cruel, el martirio de escoger
Comulgar con lo poco que das
Encadenarme o escapar
Tiemblo como una loba herida
Agonizo contra la pared
Atrapada en calles sin salida vivo acorralada
Obligada a enloquecer
Para no sufrir ni contigo, ni sin ti
Volvere a juntar los extremos aun teniendo que fingir
Ni adelante, ni hacia atras aunque vuelva a tropezar
Si querer es poder, y yo quiero aprender a vivir
Ni contigo, ni sin ti
Defenderme o tratar de vencer
Ser verdugo o ser rehen
Acabar sin sentirme capaz de imponer mi autoridad
Desarmando malos pensamientos
Se me para el pulso otra vez
Puede que me quede sin aliento en la encrucijada
De envenenarme o no beber
Para no sufrir ni contigo, ni sin ti
Volvere a juntar los extremos aun teniendo que fingir
Ni adelante, ni hacia atras aunque vuelva a tropezar
Si querer es poder, y yo quiero aprender a vivir
Ni contigo, ni sin ti
Dos desconocidos frente a un abismo…
He pensado en saltar y no dejarme empujar
Para no sufrir ni contigo, ni sin ti
Volvere a juntar los extremos aun teniendo que fingir
Ni adelante, ni hacia atras aunque vuelva a tropezar
Si querer es poder, y yo quiero aprender a vivir
Ni contigo, ni sin ti

Ni contigo ni sin ti (translation)

To suffer or against being cruel, the martyrdom of choosing
Commune with the little you give
Chain me up or escape
I tremble like a wounded wolf
I agonize against the wall
Trapped in dead end streets cornered alive
forced to go crazy
To not suffer neither with you nor without you
I'll put the ends back together even if I have to pretend
Neither forward nor backward even if I stumble again
If wanting is power, and I want to learn to live
Neither with you nor without you
Defend myself or try to win
Be an executioner or be a hostage
Finish without feeling able to impose my authority
disarming bad thoughts
My pulse stops again
I may catch my breath at the crossroads
To poison myself or not to drink
To not suffer neither with you nor without you
I'll put the ends back together even if I have to pretend
Neither forward nor backward even if I stumble again
If wanting is power, and I want to learn to live
Neither with you nor without you
Two strangers facing an abyss...
I have thought about jumping and not letting myself be pushed
To not suffer neither with you nor without you
I'll put the ends back together even if I have to pretend
Neither forward nor backward even if I stumble again
If wanting is power, and I want to learn to live
Neither with you nor without you