
Date of issue: 02.12.2021
Age restrictions: 18+
Song language: English
Last Words |
I am the guardian of memories |
I am the gatekeeper to what has been |
I am the captor |
The sentinel of moments of true spontaneity |
In this cesspool of industrially fabricated frames |
For life’s ever fleeting sincerity |
Must be preserved in all of its colors |
My path on this world has never wavered until now |
My role in this chaotic theatre of life has always been so clear to me |
But I’m struggling to accept this ending |
What’s the point of a show if in the end |
There is no audience actors or theatre |
Nothing and no one to prove it ever existed at all |
I wish I understood it more |
I wish I could make sense of it all |
I suppose the only thing I truly know |
Is that when The Negative gets here |
It will change everything |
I’ve caught myself daydreaming about it a lot lately |
What will this new world look like |
Will the stars still twinkle in the night sky |
Will the same colorful vibrancy still reflect in the light |
Will humanity even exist in this new macrocosm |
Or will we be expunged with the rest of it |
I’d like to imagine it will be more like a pentimento |
A new universe sprawled over the canvas of what once was |
Leaving clues just under the surface |
The tiniest shred of evidence of what existed before |
But it’s impossible to stay confident in that idea |
When my expectations are everything and nothing all at once |
All I know is that whatever it is that’s going to happen |
It’s going to be soon |
And it will happen in the blink of an eye |
I took the last photo I will ever take the other day |
It was a beautiful day and I was walking through the park during the golden hour |
I noticed this feeble old man and behind him dragged this old tattered dog leash |
It was vacant, there was no dog |
Yet his hand held onto this leash with such conviction |
It infuriated me |
The pointlessness of it |
I snapped a picture and then without even thinking |
I threw my camera smashing it into pieces on the ground |
I’ve always had a gift for distinguishing moments of truth |
And I’ve always known my purpose was to capture and preserve those moments |
So they can be remembered |
But what is the point |
What is the point of preserving these moments |
What was the point of that fucking dog leash? |
I recognized the same undeniable truth I saw in the negative |
That I’ve seen in all of the pictures I’ve ever captured |
Since then time has haunted me every second of every day |
It lingers over my head like a dark cloud |
Heavy with powerful devastation |
Ready to storm down upon the unsuspecting arrogance below |
I know The Negative is real |
I know it’s coming fast |
And I know it is coming soon |
Everything will be gone |
Everything will be gone |
Nobody is ever going to hear this |
I don’t even know why I’m recor… |
Name | Year |
---|---|
The Show Must Go On Prt. 1 | 2013 |
Scream | 2019 |
Lust Of The Lost | 2013 |
Labyrinth | 2012 |
The End of the Beginning | 2014 |
To Play Hide And Seek With Jealousy | 2013 |
Welcome To The Show | 2013 |
The Show Must Go On Prt. 2 | 2013 |
The Relentless | 2013 |
Voices | 2013 |
Searching For A Home | 2013 |
Fading Memories | 2014 |
Council of the Dead | 2014 |
Victim Of The Virtuoso | 2013 |
The Negative | 2021 |
Legends And Legacies | 2013 |
Brothers in Arms | 2014 |
Starting Over | 2012 |
Even A Ghost Has A Sanctuary | 2013 |
The Fog | 2014 |