
Date of issue: 03.02.2022
Song language: English
Privately Owned Spiral Galaxy |
Thought cycle gusty a mind filled with hot air |
Must I care for nothing more than myself? |
Do I dare admit the fraught thoughts cavorting, resorting indirected mourning |
Part of me that was selfless but left without a warning |
Well that’s what I said, but maybe it’s the fact that I detest |
This obsession with myself that leaves a mess inside my head |
Oh shit, I’m doing it again, repelling any potential friend |
Revealing my innate ability to never fully comprehend |
Anything bigger than myself, but in the end, I still pretend |
Condescending anyone polite enough to choose to misspend their time watching me |
as I achieve, my secret social mission; |
To drain people with my boring stories and opinions |
To see the bigger picture; |
takes intelligence and wisdom |
But I won’t see anything with just myself in my vision |
I go outside, the blitz of faces unwilling to confess to any empathy |
Endlessly, incessantly declining any pleasantries |
Heavily breathing, socially teething, I’m open like a vivisection |
Intense tendency to dwell, seething over missed connections |
Infected by my perceptions that I’m a non-entity |
Project my insecurity until the intensity is weaponry |
Grieving a heavenly fiction I agreed I was dreaming. |
Awake! |
Freezing, wheezing, fundamentally I’m still believing that |
This is an elegy for concepts I conceived in deep sleep |
And I helplessly watch them fade as I awake |
I try and keep them alive |
Incomparable with life but eventually they die |
And the brain I used to cultivate reveals my lovers were a lie |
When inside my mind I find a way to replicate reality |
Through lucid dreaming, I decimate the limitations of actuality Capacity |
practically eternal, mortality external |
No God, but I investigate the blasphemous worship of the nocturnal |
Internally existing without morality creates profanities without the tragedy |
And compared to the apathy of realness, I reveal my own insanity |
The majesty of fantasy propels me from tragedy |
Vail to my unreality |
An elaborately designed, privately owned spiral galaxy |
Financially I’m failing, naturally decaying |
Soon I’ll have no safe space to sleep these bills still need paying |
Open up our minds to something mind-expanding |
When I drift away I see the totality of understanding |
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Song for a Guilty Sadist | 2015 |
I Am Shit | 2015 |
Only Everyone Can Judge Me | 2015 |
Crywank Are Posers | 2015 |
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Notches | 2015 |
Leech Boy | 2015 |
I'm a Cliché | 2015 |
If I Were You I'd Be Throwing Up | 2015 |
I Am a Familiar Creak in Your Floorboards | 2015 |
"Who Is Thomas Saunders and Why Is He Significant in Your Writings?" | 2015 |
Deep Down I'm American Werewolf | 2015 |
Waste | 2015 |
Obsessive Muso with No Friends | 2015 |
Do You Have PPE for Self-Esteem? | 2015 |
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Just a Snail | 2015 |
Part 2 | 2017 |