| I’m not here to excuse or condone any violence but just to shed a light on
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| society’s passive role in creating a mind inside a kid to do such horrific
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| things to their peers. |
| Now, this is not a letter about a racist,
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| radicalized adult walking into a school and killing children, or shooting up a
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| church, or a Denny’s. |
| There is no fucking excuse for that. |
| There is no helping
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| someone who wants to hurt innocent people and they should never be forgiven.
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| I’m writing this because today on the news I saw that a twelve-year-old boy
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| walked into a class and shot at his fellow students. |
| No one was killed but I
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| turned off the TV and really asked myself: at twelve what was I doing?
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| Was that wrestling practice? |
| Was I playing on my Gameboy? |
| Maybe working up
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| enough courage to talk to a girl in gym class? |
| One thing that never crossed my
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| mind was hurting myself or others. |
| That doesn’t mean that other kids don’t go
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| through these things and have these feelings. |
| I think we need to take a step
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| back and wonder what is really driving a boy who should be at band practice to
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| want to die and take innocent classmates with him
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| I was advised not to speak in my song «Johnny"on this matter. I told my
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| management team I was gonna write it anyway. |
| And I want to say a few things
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| Johnny is a twelve-year-old boy, some of that you may know but have no idea
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| what is going on in his head
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| Johnny could be a girl who comes home with cuts in her arms but her parents
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| tell her it’s a phase and she’s gonna grow out of it
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| Johnny could be your son that starts posting weapons on social media but you
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| just say «boys will be boys»
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| Johnny could be your friend who gets called a slut and tell you she wants to
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| die every day but you ignore the signs
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| I’ll say it again there’s no apologizing for a school shooter but no boy hardly
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| yet through puberty who would ever do what Johnny did without being mentally
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| ill and drastically affected in a negative way by our society
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| I was told that writing a song that speaks more from the shooter’s perspective
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| could be taken the wrong way and that is why I wouldn’t change a fucking word
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| to this song. |
| As a society in America, we have to understand that our job is to
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| put our youth first and not to measure mental health on a crazy scale.
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| Everything shouldn’t be easy listening and viewing. |
| Sometimes we need to know
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| what could happen if we don’t do something. |
| I am no saint and I’m just as
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| guilty as the next when it comes to turning a blind eye to this epidemic.
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| We need to learn to talk with our kids and realize that regardless of what
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| politicians put into law we can make a difference without them. |
| A difference
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| that can change the impact of one or one thousand lives, maybe more.
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| Something as simple as «How's your mental health today?"or «I saw your tweet,
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| are you doing okay? |
| Let’s talk about it»
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| This song was meant to cause a stir, it was meant to upset people,
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| it was really meant to pressure on us as a society to combat mental health
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| starting from preschool onward. |
| I didn’t have someone in my school to talk
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| about my feelings and I was afraid to talk to my friends about it.
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| I want that to end. |
| I want there to be unlimited resources available in every
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| public school for kids to let it all out and to know it’s okay to be sad but it
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| isn’t okay to give up. |
| Most importantly I wrote this song without a happy
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| ending because there is no happy ending without us making a change.
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| Before any law is put in place or before any therapist is put into our schools
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| a shooting will happen again
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| I end this letter by saying this. |
| I’m no politician, I’m not a lawmaker,
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| or a judge, or a person of authority. |
| I’m no longer a student, I’m not a
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| teacher nor a parent. |
| I’m a human being and I wrote this letter to hopefully
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| bring us together to civilly and quickly put our kids first and make illness a
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| priority. |
| I will make no apologies for this song. |
| If it pisses off a million
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| people but helps one kid know that their mental health is fucking important and
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| their society is here to support them through it all then it’s worth every bit
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| of hate. |
| I’m gonna do my best from here on out to listen
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| Your friend, Riz |