
Date of issue: 03.06.2021
Age restrictions: 18+
Song language: English
THE LIGHT |
I give, my mom so, —mess |
In the same house my dad died in, all alone |
Tryin' not to be paranoid, tryin' not— as they’re calling it |
'Cause every headline is a reminder that the world’s fucked |
So I’m just tryin' to see the light |
In between the clouds |
Still love that sunshine |
When I look at myself I see a broken man |
Remnants of my pops, put the Glock to his head |
Nothing ever go as planned, couldn’t make amends |
Forcibly pretend I don’t give a damn |
At a loss, aimless, six feet |
Deep, suffocatin', can’t face it |
Can’t change it, ain’t make it |
Master plans by the Maker, I see no savior |
Morbid reflection and stainless steel, alcohol and pills |
Deadly combinations left with nothin' else to feel |
A floral haven, hope it was painless, I see you in the faces |
Places and my making, reflections off a broken mirror |
Fragments of my fear glarin' back like, «Who's there?» |
I can’t stand myself, beside myself, I see you there |
I know you cared, felt numb since September |
When I heard the news, what I’d do to speak one last time |
Think I always will be haunted by the image |
Of a bloody backdrop, skull fragments in the ceilin' |
Felt your presence in the room, heard my mother squealin' |
Master of disguises, ash to ash, dust to dust, voids behind my eyelids |
Blacking out, bleeding out, silence |
Louder than a twisted tongue lying |
As sick as our secrets, shadow people and needles |
Fading through a peephole |
Bedtime stories from purgatory, I miss you |
For the record, I can fly |
Around the world absorbing light |
Something’s missing deep inside |
The light |
Somethin' changed in Texas, guess I missed the message |
Look, I missed my exit, I’m living like a Jetson |
I was broke and desperate, leanin' on my best friends |
Only shot callers I was around was bartendin' |
Ain’t no love in this game, mama, this is not tennis |
Take your shoes off, we just did the carpets in |
I can the take the hatin', I can take the praisin' |
It’s all noise to me, I’ll turn into Satan |
Y’all stuck in The Matrix |
Red pill, blue pill, all these different faces |
All these different cases, shit, y’all done seen me naked |
So I’ma wear what I want now and I ain’t finna fake it |
Thank God I made it, thank God I seen God last summer |
I was standing on the bridge, I seen all y’all under me |
Know you are struggling, niggas out here juggling |
Losin' jobs and losing God, then everything is tumbling |
Feel Heaven rumbling, the rapture is coming |
I love the attention, I’m a bastard in public |
I still struggle with tellin' my mom who I’m in love with |
Subtleties in between the way these diamonds gleam |
When Thanksgiving come around, I still don’t see 'em |
When Christmas come around, nigga, I still don’t see 'em |
Told the world who I was before I got to know Ian |
They gave people money in exchange for their freedom |
I would give it all back for a chance to free 'em |